Sia sia

Kalau bunuh diri tu tak berdosa , I'll choose that way . I'm still confuse . Hidup ini simple . Tapi masalah akan datang bertalu - talu . Kita manusia . Sebab tu Allah bagi akal untuk berfikir .

Sayang , I tak boleh macam ni lagi . I'm not obses . Syok sendiri . But I really love you .
Sayang , kita dah lama berkawan . Teman bergaduh , merajuk , sayang and semuanya .

Tapi sampai bila macam ni ? *sigh*
I'm tired .

And by than I'm sure I'll be pretending that everything is allright . I can't find the word to tell you . I don't want to be alone . But now I fell like I don't know you .

I wish that you were with me . But we stuck because we are too stupid .

Can you hear me crying ?

For you only you

Sumpah aku benci dengan kau . Aku benci sebab aku tak dapat lupakan kau . Aku benci tak dapat nak lupa mata kau bila pandang aku . Aku benci tak dapat lupa senyuman kau bila jumpa something yang interesting like a children . Aku benci tak dapa lupa petemuan pertama kau dengan aku . Aku benci tak dapat lupa kehangatan tangan kau bila kau pimpin tangan aku ke setiap penjuru jalan yang kita pernah lalui . Aku benci tak dapat lupa suara kau yang senantiasa aku titipkan pada setiap nafas aku . Aku benci tak dapat lupa KAU ! in every side of view or everywhere I go . I’m hatin myself because can’t help to get through all of this. Hidup makin hari makin celaka . Bila agak agak benda celaka ni nak pergi vacation ?

Biar tua berilmu

Jika aku diberi peluang menjadi orang tua, maka aku berdoa agar tidak mahu menjadi orang tua yang menunjuk pandai kepada orang muda .

Maaf

A good apology has three parts :

• I'm sorry .
  
• It's my fault .
• What can I do to make it right ?

Which one is yours ? Mine ? none that are stated above . Ego much ? *sigh*

But , slowly you will understand by your own . Relationship aren't about being perfect . It's about losing yourself in love and letting go of your insecurities . I mean in good way insecurities . Not too much over the border/line . To grow as a person and find about yourself that you can only discover when you're with special person .

By-the-way , special person is also has 3 parts :

• lover
• family
• friends

The best part of being flawed is trying to become better . Not because you strive for perfection but because you strive to see your loved one happy and you do everything and anything to make sure it happen . And miracle happen . * wink wink wink wink *

Time

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think , all the walks I want to take , all the books I want to read , and all the friends I want to see .

Sedih

Sedih itu masih ada .Tapi tak tahu macam mana nak cakap .Tak tahu macam mana nak luah .Tak tahu macam mana nak ludah .

Jadi aku dakap dan gantikan dengan senyuman aku yang paling manis .

I Miss You ,

Abaikan Gambar di atas . Sekadar hiasan mata sahaja . * wink wink *

Baby , It's been awhile kita tak romen romen main ramas ramas kan ? I rindu you sangat sangat tau . Sorry lah dah lama tak dating dengan you . I busy lah dengan BF baru I tu . Dia tak nak lepaskan I . Sowwwwyyyyyyyyyyyyy .

You sihat tak baby ? You marah I ke ? Macam marah je . I nak tukarkan baju you , you macam merajuk je dengan I :( Baby janganlah macam ni . I tak suka . Nanti BF I dah sleep , I datang dekat you tau baby .

Eh , you bukan my part-time lover lah . Kita kan dah lama couple . Sorry lah I banyak curang . I bukan apa . I busy . You pun busy . Janganlah macam ni baby :(

Ni pun I curi curi nak jumpa you tau . Kalau BF I tahu , habis lah I . Sian I selalu jadi mangsa keadaan dia baby :(

I tak pernah tau lupakan you . I sayang you sangat sangat , MY BABY BLOG ! (: