Merry christmas too all the christian's people .
And please . please . please . If You are christian , please mintak dekat mr. santa that i want IPHONE 3G s as MY GIFT .
Err . i dying to have it lah .
I'm still ISLAM okay .
Btw , Merry christmas again and happy holiday (:
Dec 25, 2009
Dec 24, 2009
SO YOU JUST PULL THE TRIGGER
Speaking of the devil . I'm back .
And just buckle up your seat belt because this maybe a long post i ever write .
I gotta feeling . * sigh *
I've been dying to write this latest post .
Memang ramai orang cakap . memang ini musim stalker agaknya . Tapi inilah stalker paling bodoh yang saya kenal . Mari kenali mereka wahai kawan kawanku .
Oh!btw . mereka ini musuh aku . Eh! bukan mereka tapi seorang or maybe we can call IT SEEKOR . * laugh *
Aku tak perlukan kata kata fitnah dan aniaya orang apabila perkara yang diperkatakan itu adalah individu itu sendiri yang lakukan . Bercakap menggunakan akal dan fikiran lebih berbahasa dan berilmu bagi aku daripada MENJUAL CERITA CERITA BASI KEPADA KAWAN KAWAN AKU KONONNYA .
Di bawah ini adalah SALINAN apa yang mereka perkatakan pasal individu lain iaitu aku .
Tetapi mereka perkatakan bahawa aku yang memperkatakan mengenai mereka kepada orang lain lalu memalukan mereka . * laugh *
Jangan nak market sangat lah bai . Kau yang buat . Orang lain yang kau tuding jari pula .
Apa nie bai . Cakap macam keling pula bai .
* laugh *
Mungkin mereka tidak tahu apabila diperkatakn tentang frasa "HIPOKRIT " itu .
Mari aku terangkan .
Hipokrit mengikut OXFORD DICTIONARY ialah :
Oh! btw . Watak di dalam petikan di atas ini tidak mahu didedahkan identitinya . * sigh *
Biar saya perkenalkan mereka .
Stalker 1 .
Nama : Si hitam legam bermulut capul dan teteknya besar . Itu yang kawan kawan saya perkatakan mengenai dia . * laugh *
Umur : Masih dalam keadaan boleh di banggakan .
Status : Oh . masih tidak berpunya lagi kerana mungkin tiada siapa yang mahu kepadanya .
Penyakit : Oh! terlampau banyak penyakitnya . Suka membawa mulutnya yang berbau longkang itu ke mana mana sahaja . Even masuk tepi kain orang pun , dia tak kesah .
Terlampau tragis kan penyakit dia ? kan ? kan?
Stalker 2.
Nama : Si berlagak baik tetapi diam diam ubi berisi .
Umur : Masih juga hidup .
Status : berpunya kemudian putus dan couple and putus . Tak kesah pun sebab biasalah hubungan cinta ada turun naiknya tetapi aku kesah sebab THIS WOMAN PERNAH KONONNYA BERIKRAR LAH CAKAP " SYAZ AND EMAN . AKU AKAN PASTIKAN HUBUNGN KORANG TAK KEKAL ." so , faham faham jelah okay . Still standing lah bai . *sigh *
Penyakit : Saya tak perlu mengutuk atau memperkatakan kisah stalker ini sebab bagi saya and rakan rakan yang lain , dia bukan yang bersalah tetapi orang yang dia berkawan yang salah .
Tetapi if sekali dah bermula , jangan harap lah kau boleh patah balik babe .
Inilah mereka . Atau lebih dikenali dengan DIA .Hebat kan? kan? kan?
Baik isi dari kuku lagi . Pergi menjaja Cerita orang sedangkan apa yang berlaku kepada diri mereka, mereka tidak sedar . Bak kata orang , Jangan di nilai orang dari segi rupa .
Tetapi itulah yang berlaku sekarang apabila muka yang hodoh itu kita masih lagi nak berkawan walaupun di dalamnya kita tahu hatinya busuk .
Oh! Jika aku silap memperkatakan personifikasi atau perkataan yang salah , saya minta maaf .
Al - maklumlah , aku bukan seorang CIKGU .
*laugh *
Moral of the story is .
1 . Jangan lah berkawan dengan manusia atau individu yang apabila sudah diperkatakan oleh rakan rakan anda yang lain bahawa DIA adalah TERUK .
Contoh :
W ( bukan nama sebenar ) : babe . apa cte skrang ?
S : Aku macam nie jelah . Bosan doe !
W : Eh , kau bukan satu kolej dgn F ke ?
S : Aah lah . asal doh . Sekali dgn F and I .
W : I ? that I ka ? oh! fuck ! aku tak suka dier kowt . Mulut macam haram je . Macam suka tepi kain orang sahaja . Itu sebab aku and the gang tak suka dia dulu . haha
S ( Iaitu aku ) : Oh , yeke ? Denagn aku okay je . tak ada apa apa kowt .
See ? see ? see ? bodohnya aku .
* feelin dumb *
Ada lagi .
W : Apasal doe ? kau baru tahu ke die tue BIATCH!! ( sori kawan aku silap taip .)
S : Baru tahu babe . haha . Rasa bodoh seketika bila fikir balik . haha
W : It's the same macam yang DIE PERNAH BUAT DEKAT AKU DULU . What is her problem ?
Macam haram jadah perangai .
S : Haha . too many problem to talk about her . Too psyhotic maybe . haha
W : She gottta be soo devil is it ? haha
See ? see ? see? AGAINNNN! Rupanya aku orang ke berapa entah yang jadi mangsa dia .
* feelin stupid again *
2. Jangan pernah jatuh atau down apabila berlaku sebegini . Kerana anda tahu apa yang betul dan apa yang salah anda lakukan .
L : Wtf! bapakkkkkk haram gile perangai die !
L : Hahaha . patutlah aku tengok status dia . mnyemak je selalu . haha
S : Haha . 1 sem babe aku down . And that time , baru aku sedar mana satu kawan , and mana satu lawan .
L : Babe . Never menyesal apa yang kau lakukan . You just move on . Dia sekadar serangga yang menginggah di tepi bahu kau sahaja . Ditepis sahaja , sudah jatuh . Dia tak sentiasa di atas and kau tak sentiasa di bawah . Allah itu maha adil . You are more stronger than i am .
Nahhhhhh! That is the reason i have TRUE FRIENDS bai .
* laugh *
3 . Kepada rakan rakan yang aku kenali . Aku ingin perkatakan bahawasanya janganlah dengar dari sebelah pihak apabila berlaku pergaduhan seperti ini . Cuba bertanya dan explore . And that time , anda akan tahu WHO IS FUCKIN BITCHES .
4 . Tak perlulah kita menjaja atau menjaga tepi kain orang lain sedangkan kain sendiri terlondeh . Cubalah perbaiki diri anda sendiri sebelum perkatakan tentang orang lain .
Contoh : Kau perkatakan aku FREEHAIR .
Kau pakai tudung kah ? Cukup hormat ibu bapa kah ? Adab tu cukup dah ?
FAKTA aku freehair .
Ada aku susahkan kau ke apabila aku freehair . Mak bapak aku tak pernah kisah pun aku keluar dengan mereka freehair . Kawan kawan aku ada sahaja yang tak free hair TETAPI! Cukup dengan budi bahasa dan adab apabila bercakap . Cukup juga ilmu di dada dalam bidang agama TETAPI! mereka FREEHAIR . Malah ada sahaja yang boleh mengajar mengaji jika kau mahu . ada malu tak ? Inikan pula kau yang sekadar kuman yang berada diluar dari kawasan rumah aku . Kau pakai tudung ke? Pakai purdah ke? If kau dah PAKAI , baru kau boleh persoalkan tentang aku freehair ini .
Faham tak ?
Contoh kedua : Kau perkatakan yang aku pergi clubbin .
FAKTA aku pergi clubbin .
Ada kau nampak ? If nampak , kenapa tak tangkap gambar . Nak juga aku tengok gambar aku pegi clubbin macam mana rupanya . Mak aku ajar aku dengan penuh tatatertib dan budi bahasa . Memang betul kebanyakan kawan aku ada di kalangan yang pergi clubbin TETAPI! sebab itu kau kategorikan aku KAKI CLUBBIN . * sigh *
Don't play with the fire bai . Tidak pernah aku jejak di tempat sebegitu . Melainkanlah if kau yang pergi sebab kau sampai boleh kata aku pergi clubbin . * laugh *
Cari bukti dulu . Baru bercakap bai .
useless je . choiii! haha
Contoh ketiga : Kau perkatakan aku smoke .
FAKTA aku smoke .
Aku tabik orang smoke . Aku tabik orang yang berani smoke depan parents . Aku rasa smoke itu cool . TETAPI! AKU TAK SMOKE ! nak aku ulang sekali lagi ?
AKU TAK SMOKE . not even . not less . not gonna happen .
Kawan kawan aku terdiri daripada smoker TETAPI! takkan semua benda kena ikut kawan bai . Sendiri mau ingat lah . Kau pernah nampak aku smoke ke? Ada bukti? Setakat cakap omong kosong . Lupakan jelah bai .
And just buckle up your seat belt because this maybe a long post i ever write .
I gotta feeling . * sigh *
I've been dying to write this latest post .
Memang ramai orang cakap . memang ini musim stalker agaknya . Tapi inilah stalker paling bodoh yang saya kenal . Mari kenali mereka wahai kawan kawanku .
Oh!btw . mereka ini musuh aku . Eh! bukan mereka tapi seorang or maybe we can call IT SEEKOR . * laugh *
Aku tak perlukan kata kata fitnah dan aniaya orang apabila perkara yang diperkatakan itu adalah individu itu sendiri yang lakukan . Bercakap menggunakan akal dan fikiran lebih berbahasa dan berilmu bagi aku daripada MENJUAL CERITA CERITA BASI KEPADA KAWAN KAWAN AKU KONONNYA .
Di bawah ini adalah SALINAN apa yang mereka perkatakan pasal individu lain iaitu aku .
Tetapi mereka perkatakan bahawa aku yang memperkatakan mengenai mereka kepada orang lain lalu memalukan mereka . * laugh *
Jangan nak market sangat lah bai . Kau yang buat . Orang lain yang kau tuding jari pula .
Apa nie bai . Cakap macam keling pula bai .
* laugh *
Mungkin mereka tidak tahu apabila diperkatakn tentang frasa "HIPOKRIT " itu .
Mari aku terangkan .
Hipokrit mengikut OXFORD DICTIONARY ialah :
A person who pretends to have virtues , moral or religious beliefs , priciples , etc .That he or she does not possess especially a person whose actions belie stated beliefs .
If tak faham juga , aku translate dalam bahasa ibunda pula .
Hipokrit mengikut KAMUS DEWAN ialah :
Orang yang berpura - pura baik dan tak bersalah , munafik .
Oh! btw . Watak di dalam petikan di atas ini tidak mahu didedahkan identitinya . * sigh *
Biar saya perkenalkan mereka .
Stalker 1 .
Nama : Si hitam legam bermulut capul dan teteknya besar . Itu yang kawan kawan saya perkatakan mengenai dia . * laugh *
Umur : Masih dalam keadaan boleh di banggakan .
Status : Oh . masih tidak berpunya lagi kerana mungkin tiada siapa yang mahu kepadanya .
Penyakit : Oh! terlampau banyak penyakitnya . Suka membawa mulutnya yang berbau longkang itu ke mana mana sahaja . Even masuk tepi kain orang pun , dia tak kesah .
Terlampau tragis kan penyakit dia ? kan ? kan?
Stalker 2.
Nama : Si berlagak baik tetapi diam diam ubi berisi .
Umur : Masih juga hidup .
Status : berpunya kemudian putus dan couple and putus . Tak kesah pun sebab biasalah hubungan cinta ada turun naiknya tetapi aku kesah sebab THIS WOMAN PERNAH KONONNYA BERIKRAR LAH CAKAP " SYAZ AND EMAN . AKU AKAN PASTIKAN HUBUNGN KORANG TAK KEKAL ." so , faham faham jelah okay . Still standing lah bai . *sigh *
Penyakit : Saya tak perlu mengutuk atau memperkatakan kisah stalker ini sebab bagi saya and rakan rakan yang lain , dia bukan yang bersalah tetapi orang yang dia berkawan yang salah .
Tetapi if sekali dah bermula , jangan harap lah kau boleh patah balik babe .
Inilah mereka . Atau lebih dikenali dengan DIA .Hebat kan? kan? kan?
Baik isi dari kuku lagi . Pergi menjaja Cerita orang sedangkan apa yang berlaku kepada diri mereka, mereka tidak sedar . Bak kata orang , Jangan di nilai orang dari segi rupa .
Tetapi itulah yang berlaku sekarang apabila muka yang hodoh itu kita masih lagi nak berkawan walaupun di dalamnya kita tahu hatinya busuk .
Oh! Jika aku silap memperkatakan personifikasi atau perkataan yang salah , saya minta maaf .
Al - maklumlah , aku bukan seorang CIKGU .
*laugh *
Moral of the story is .
1 . Jangan lah berkawan dengan manusia atau individu yang apabila sudah diperkatakan oleh rakan rakan anda yang lain bahawa DIA adalah TERUK .
Contoh :
W ( bukan nama sebenar ) : babe . apa cte skrang ?
S : Aku macam nie jelah . Bosan doe !
W : Eh , kau bukan satu kolej dgn F ke ?
S : Aah lah . asal doh . Sekali dgn F and I .
W : I ? that I ka ? oh! fuck ! aku tak suka dier kowt . Mulut macam haram je . Macam suka tepi kain orang sahaja . Itu sebab aku and the gang tak suka dia dulu . haha
S ( Iaitu aku ) : Oh , yeke ? Denagn aku okay je . tak ada apa apa kowt .
See ? see ? see ? bodohnya aku .
* feelin dumb *
Ada lagi .
W : Apasal doe ? kau baru tahu ke die tue BIATCH!! ( sori kawan aku silap taip .)
S : Baru tahu babe . haha . Rasa bodoh seketika bila fikir balik . haha
W : It's the same macam yang DIE PERNAH BUAT DEKAT AKU DULU . What is her problem ?
Macam haram jadah perangai .
S : Haha . too many problem to talk about her . Too psyhotic maybe . haha
W : She gottta be soo devil is it ? haha
See ? see ? see? AGAINNNN! Rupanya aku orang ke berapa entah yang jadi mangsa dia .
* feelin stupid again *
2. Jangan pernah jatuh atau down apabila berlaku sebegini . Kerana anda tahu apa yang betul dan apa yang salah anda lakukan .
L : Wtf! bapakkkkkk haram gile perangai die !
L : Hahaha . patutlah aku tengok status dia . mnyemak je selalu . haha
S : Haha . 1 sem babe aku down . And that time , baru aku sedar mana satu kawan , and mana satu lawan .
L : Babe . Never menyesal apa yang kau lakukan . You just move on . Dia sekadar serangga yang menginggah di tepi bahu kau sahaja . Ditepis sahaja , sudah jatuh . Dia tak sentiasa di atas and kau tak sentiasa di bawah . Allah itu maha adil . You are more stronger than i am .
Nahhhhhh! That is the reason i have TRUE FRIENDS bai .
* laugh *
3 . Kepada rakan rakan yang aku kenali . Aku ingin perkatakan bahawasanya janganlah dengar dari sebelah pihak apabila berlaku pergaduhan seperti ini . Cuba bertanya dan explore . And that time , anda akan tahu WHO IS FUCKIN BITCHES .
4 . Tak perlulah kita menjaja atau menjaga tepi kain orang lain sedangkan kain sendiri terlondeh . Cubalah perbaiki diri anda sendiri sebelum perkatakan tentang orang lain .
Contoh : Kau perkatakan aku FREEHAIR .
Kau pakai tudung kah ? Cukup hormat ibu bapa kah ? Adab tu cukup dah ?
FAKTA aku freehair .
Ada aku susahkan kau ke apabila aku freehair . Mak bapak aku tak pernah kisah pun aku keluar dengan mereka freehair . Kawan kawan aku ada sahaja yang tak free hair TETAPI! Cukup dengan budi bahasa dan adab apabila bercakap . Cukup juga ilmu di dada dalam bidang agama TETAPI! mereka FREEHAIR . Malah ada sahaja yang boleh mengajar mengaji jika kau mahu . ada malu tak ? Inikan pula kau yang sekadar kuman yang berada diluar dari kawasan rumah aku . Kau pakai tudung ke? Pakai purdah ke? If kau dah PAKAI , baru kau boleh persoalkan tentang aku freehair ini .
Faham tak ?
Contoh kedua : Kau perkatakan yang aku pergi clubbin .
FAKTA aku pergi clubbin .
Ada kau nampak ? If nampak , kenapa tak tangkap gambar . Nak juga aku tengok gambar aku pegi clubbin macam mana rupanya . Mak aku ajar aku dengan penuh tatatertib dan budi bahasa . Memang betul kebanyakan kawan aku ada di kalangan yang pergi clubbin TETAPI! sebab itu kau kategorikan aku KAKI CLUBBIN . * sigh *
Don't play with the fire bai . Tidak pernah aku jejak di tempat sebegitu . Melainkanlah if kau yang pergi sebab kau sampai boleh kata aku pergi clubbin . * laugh *
Cari bukti dulu . Baru bercakap bai .
useless je . choiii! haha
Contoh ketiga : Kau perkatakan aku smoke .
FAKTA aku smoke .
Aku tabik orang smoke . Aku tabik orang yang berani smoke depan parents . Aku rasa smoke itu cool . TETAPI! AKU TAK SMOKE ! nak aku ulang sekali lagi ?
AKU TAK SMOKE . not even . not less . not gonna happen .
Kawan kawan aku terdiri daripada smoker TETAPI! takkan semua benda kena ikut kawan bai . Sendiri mau ingat lah . Kau pernah nampak aku smoke ke? Ada bukti? Setakat cakap omong kosong . Lupakan jelah bai .
Contoh keempat : Kau katakan yang kononnya aku ni dah tak dara dah .
FAKTA aku dah tak dara .
Celah mana pula kau tengok dara aku bai . Kau tengok kawan SEPAKAT kau tue sendiri sebelum kau katakan aku ni dah tak dara . My parents treat me and give me well about ISLAMIC babe . Tak ada lah aku nak berlagak atau meninggi di sini tetapi aku cuma nak cakap . Aku dah khatam al-quran lebih dari 6 kali bai . kau ada ? sekali pun aku rasa tak kan? kan? Aku tak pernah pula nak kecoh kecoh fasal kawan sepakat kua tue sendiri entah ada dara ke tapi kau nak amik tahu fasal aku kenapa ? Terlampau BAIK sangat konon . AND LASTLY AKU NAK CAKAP , AKU MASIH DARA AND MASIH TAK DISENTUH LAGI . I know how to manage myself . thank you for concern okay bai . * sigh *
Contoh keempat : Kau perkatakan yang aku ni yang mengata kau dahulu .
FAKTA aku nak cakap fasal kau apa da hal ?
Kau famous sangat ke bai ? Tak teringin pun aku nak perkatakan mengenai kau inikan pula nak menyebut nama kau . Kau yang mula menelefon rakan rakan aku kononnya mungkin takut aku cakap apa apa yang dulu kau pernah kutuk mengenai mereka . haha .tahu pun takut . TETAPI! bodoh di situ kerana kau sendiri yang buka pekung di dada . Kau sendiri yang mula menceritakan kepada pelusuk dunia tu yang kau punya pathetic story tu . Dan paling kesihannya aku melihat kau apabila kau mula mereka reka cerita fasal aku . * laugh *
Mesti kau pelik kan macam mana aku tahu semua ni? kan? kan ? * sigh *
Siapa entah yang menelefon kawan aku " A " pada hari jadinya dan kemudian buat adegan menangis . Bajet sedih kepada kawan aku . Kemudian kawan aku ni punya kasihankannya , pergilah belikan hadiah untuknnya bersama lagi sorang kawanku "F " .
TETAPI!! Lain yang kau balas pula ! Kau pergunakan F untuk keretanya sahaja apabila berada di ipoh . Oh! jangan risau . Aku bukan bercakap kosong macam kau TETAPI melalui BUKTI bai . Kalau nak aku boleh sahaja masukkan bukti itu tetapi tak nak mengaibkan orang ini . Kerana dia juga KAWAN aku . Kau sendiri mengaku yang kau sekadar mempergunakan F untuk keretanya sahaja . Nak keluar sahaja , oh! F yang kau cari SEBAB! dia ada KERETA ! bullshit bai ! USING PEOPLE FOR YOUR OWN . Itu kau memperkatakan yang kau tu BAIK sangat ? oh ! KAU MEMANG BAIKKKKKKKKKKKKKK bai . * sigh *
p/s : Cukup cukup lah menabur fitnah dan menjaja nama orang tu bai . Kau dah banyak kumpul dosa tu . Dari dulu sampailah sekarang , Kau asyik memfitnah and menganiaya orang sahaja . Macam aku tak tahu pula kisah kau lama lama dulu . Aku banyak kawan bai . Kau je yang bodoh mencari mangsa yang salah . I have been experience all of this nonsense bai . Try other hobby okay . Like jadi tukang jahit ke ? Kan kau tak cukup kain sampai kena jaga tepi kain orang . Try lah jadi tailor . Dpat gak MEMANJANG and MEMENDEKKAN kain orang and plus KAIN KAU JUGA . * laugh *
Oh! Aku harap kau baca blog ini dan ramailah yang lain baca ea . Aku sengaja bagi kau baca . Takut kau mengidam pula nanti nak baca blog aku kan ? kan ? Kau kan pengunjung tetap blog aku . Macammmmmmmmmmmmmm lah aku tak tahu bai .
Baca . baca . baca . and hayati okay . Harap kau sedarlah . Mungkin kau boleh masukkan dalam list AZAM BARU TAHUN 2010 ke ? * giggling *
Dec 9, 2009
.one .
I NEED A NEW BAG PUH- LEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Mama . Mama. Mama ! I want a bag .
I need new one . My old one has been use too much and it has been ruin by the others .
* sadly face *
Mama . Mama. Mama ! I want a bag .
I need new one . My old one has been use too much and it has been ruin by the others .
* sadly face *
I' ve been dreamin again
Wait! i just about to remember what i've been dreamin .
Andddddddddddddddddddddddd!
Here it go .
It was a sunny day if i can remember . Because i can see the sky out ofmy window in my dream .
But i just can' t remember the exact place that i was in this dream . Like always rite ?
I'm sorry . It's too blurry .
I has been accompanied by a children . I really didn't know who ? and please "ANAK SIAPA INI?" . I need some clues .
There is many people that i know as far as i can remember . And trust me it is toooo funny when i touch my tummy . And guess what????
I WAS PREGNANT in that dream . In my dream okay . Not real life .
And i can fell it . I just can fell somethin in my tummy . errrr.. or maybe my pillow in my tummy .
errrrr.. whatever..LOL
* sigh *
And the funny things is i just can't stop thinking that HE is my husband .
And i just wish that pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee not truly HIM in my real life.
OH Goshhh!
I woke up and my reaction is " eyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! " not HIM!
I need some ice to make my brain freeze . * sigh *
Okay. That enough okay . I don't need dreaming dah okay .
Fairy fairy of the dream . pleaseeee go away .
* laugh *
Andddddddddddddddddddddddd!
Here it go .
It was a sunny day if i can remember . Because i can see the sky out ofmy window in my dream .
But i just can' t remember the exact place that i was in this dream . Like always rite ?
I'm sorry . It's too blurry .
I has been accompanied by a children . I really didn't know who ? and please "ANAK SIAPA INI?" . I need some clues .
There is many people that i know as far as i can remember . And trust me it is toooo funny when i touch my tummy . And guess what????
I WAS PREGNANT in that dream . In my dream okay . Not real life .
And i can fell it . I just can fell somethin in my tummy . errrr.. or maybe my pillow in my tummy .
errrrr.. whatever..LOL
* sigh *
And the funny things is i just can't stop thinking that HE is my husband .
And i just wish that pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee not truly HIM in my real life.
OH Goshhh!
I woke up and my reaction is " eyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! " not HIM!
I need some ice to make my brain freeze . * sigh *
Okay. That enough okay . I don't need dreaming dah okay .
Fairy fairy of the dream . pleaseeee go away .
* laugh *
My life will be ruin
Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Result will be out tommorrow .
OMG! my hand can't stop sweating .
It's gonna be okay .
It's gonna be okay .
It's gonna be okay .
Just relax okay .
Relax and relax and relax and more relax and more and more .
OH! Gosh! i can't stop thinking about it .
pleaseeeeeeeeeeee make me fell good tomorrow .
* begging *
Result will be out tommorrow .
OMG! my hand can't stop sweating .
It's gonna be okay .
It's gonna be okay .
It's gonna be okay .
Just relax okay .
Relax and relax and relax and more relax and more and more .
OH! Gosh! i can't stop thinking about it .
pleaseeeeeeeeeeee make me fell good tomorrow .
* begging *
. kutukan dan cernaan .
It was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to randomly title .
I fell to write it because YOU is way toooooooooo much insulted me .
Who are you to critizes me ?
You are nobody . Need me to replay that WORD?
You are N O B O D Y. Even to me . To my family . or even my friends .
Get your dickhead or your fuckin pussy ass wayyyyyy too far from here .
Get it? I am tooo much getting patience with YOU and YOUR friends .
Keep selling the stories to my friends .
I just don't mind it.
My true friends know me way toooooooooooooooo much than YOU!
Get it? * laugh *
Feeling soo funny thinking how cheap YOUR story YOU sell about me .
And nice try babe but later make it TRUE story okay ?
Try take a picture or maybe recorded or maybe make a blue print paper about me , what i am doing and who i was doing with .
It's too early too make a funny joke babe . Try new fake story okay ?
I'm waitinggggggggggggggggggggggggg
* sighh *
I fell to write it because YOU is way toooooooooo much insulted me .
Who are you to critizes me ?
You are nobody . Need me to replay that WORD?
You are N O B O D Y. Even to me . To my family . or even my friends .
Get your dickhead or your fuckin pussy ass wayyyyyy too far from here .
Get it? I am tooo much getting patience with YOU and YOUR friends .
Keep selling the stories to my friends .
I just don't mind it.
My true friends know me way toooooooooooooooo much than YOU!
Get it? * laugh *
Feeling soo funny thinking how cheap YOUR story YOU sell about me .
And nice try babe but later make it TRUE story okay ?
Try take a picture or maybe recorded or maybe make a blue print paper about me , what i am doing and who i was doing with .
It's too early too make a funny joke babe . Try new fake story okay ?
I'm waitinggggggggggggggggggggggggg
* sighh *
Dec 2, 2009
t i r e d
I feel tired of it . I've been tyring to persuaded myself to gain more stronger .
But i keep remembering it .
Please . help me ):
But i keep remembering it .
Please . help me ):
People so seldom say they care for someone and then when they do it's either too late or love goes .
So , when i tell you
I LOVE YOU .
It doesn't meant that i know u'll will never go .
Only that i wish you didn't have to..
Until this moment , i never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had .
So , when i tell you
I LOVE YOU .
It doesn't meant that i know u'll will never go .
Only that i wish you didn't have to..
Until this moment , i never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had .
Nov 29, 2009
Nov 27, 2009
The day i've been waiting for
Erk, did i really waiting for this day?
maybe . Not in the good mood to thinking the answer .
Okay . okay . i meant it okay . i 'm waiting for this day .
I'm dying to eat . eat . eat and eat.
That the only thing i would in this holiday.
* sigh *
Keep thinking how pathetic i am?
* laugh *
Okay. My mom keep " membebel " about the most important thing about this day.
And me and my older brother will keep " buat tak tahu sahaja " . haha
Macam orang tua tua cakap . Masuk telinga kanan and keluar telinga kiri . Tapi me and my brother not even " masuk telinga kanan pun ". Sekadar hampir sahaja.
* laugh *
Aku masih ingat lagi masa kecil kecil dulu if nak raya je, ni tak tidur ni! semangat gila nak raya.
Sampaikan baju raya pun yang walaupun dah lama punya baju raya pun , nak terus pakai masa tidur tu juga. punyaaaaaaaa semangat ni!
Malam raya pula lagi la jahat punya anak anak Zulkefli ni!
Balik raya dekat kampung , ada je nak pergi macam robohkan rumah orang. Semuanya kerja abang aku la mula dulu. Pergi bakar meriam buluh even raya aidiladha je. Orang tengah semangat semangat nak sembelih lembu , kerbau, kambing, unta and semua semua ar .
Tapi kami sepupu sepapat pergi sembelih buluh. haha
Terigat lagi ada sekali tue pak imam kampung tu pergi kejar kami sepupu sepapat masa tengah nak bakar buluh tu . Punya klam kabut kitaorang lari sampai tak ingat dunia dah. haha
Sekarang nak berkumpul sepupu sepapat pun susah . I jumpa pun, macam malu malu pula nak tegur dah. Al- maklum la dulu zaman zahiliah .
But there is a good things about it when we keep thinking back our past . the joy and laughter we gather fom there . It was more valuable . kan ? kan ? kan?
For all the muslim and all the blogger . I would like to wish " SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA ". Maaf zahir dan batin . If ada daging korban lebih, derma la kepada anak fakir cacat macam saya ini . haha
maybe . Not in the good mood to thinking the answer .
Okay . okay . i meant it okay . i 'm waiting for this day .
I'm dying to eat . eat . eat and eat.
That the only thing i would in this holiday.
* sigh *
Keep thinking how pathetic i am?
* laugh *
Okay. My mom keep " membebel " about the most important thing about this day.
And me and my older brother will keep " buat tak tahu sahaja " . haha
Macam orang tua tua cakap . Masuk telinga kanan and keluar telinga kiri . Tapi me and my brother not even " masuk telinga kanan pun ". Sekadar hampir sahaja.
* laugh *
Aku masih ingat lagi masa kecil kecil dulu if nak raya je, ni tak tidur ni! semangat gila nak raya.
Sampaikan baju raya pun yang walaupun dah lama punya baju raya pun , nak terus pakai masa tidur tu juga. punyaaaaaaaa semangat ni!
Malam raya pula lagi la jahat punya anak anak Zulkefli ni!
Balik raya dekat kampung , ada je nak pergi macam robohkan rumah orang. Semuanya kerja abang aku la mula dulu. Pergi bakar meriam buluh even raya aidiladha je. Orang tengah semangat semangat nak sembelih lembu , kerbau, kambing, unta and semua semua ar .
Tapi kami sepupu sepapat pergi sembelih buluh. haha
Terigat lagi ada sekali tue pak imam kampung tu pergi kejar kami sepupu sepapat masa tengah nak bakar buluh tu . Punya klam kabut kitaorang lari sampai tak ingat dunia dah. haha
Sekarang nak berkumpul sepupu sepapat pun susah . I jumpa pun, macam malu malu pula nak tegur dah. Al- maklum la dulu zaman zahiliah .
But there is a good things about it when we keep thinking back our past . the joy and laughter we gather fom there . It was more valuable . kan ? kan ? kan?
For all the muslim and all the blogger . I would like to wish " SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA ". Maaf zahir dan batin . If ada daging korban lebih, derma la kepada anak fakir cacat macam saya ini . haha
Nov 24, 2009
nightmare
Hari ini aku bermimpi lagi .
Kali ini mimpi buruk .
Mimpi yang aku rasa macam aku benar benar hidup dan berada di dalam mimpi itu .
Benda yang paling aku takut ada di situ .
Bukan hantu jika itu yang anda fikirkan .
Aku paling benci part bila aku yang kena jadi mangsa di mana
aku yang kena ber tungkus lumus untuk melarikan diri dari pemangsa .
Okay aku tahu itulah namanya MANGSA rite?
* sigh *
Tempat di mana mimpi itu berlaku macam aku pernah jejak tapi aku berapa pasti .
Short memory la katakan .
Masuk ini , sudah beberapa kali aku bermimpi dan setiap kali aku terjaga ,
it was 8 am . I was wondering what does it means?
Kali ini mimpi buruk .
Mimpi yang aku rasa macam aku benar benar hidup dan berada di dalam mimpi itu .
Benda yang paling aku takut ada di situ .
Bukan hantu jika itu yang anda fikirkan .
Aku paling benci part bila aku yang kena jadi mangsa di mana
aku yang kena ber tungkus lumus untuk melarikan diri dari pemangsa .
Okay aku tahu itulah namanya MANGSA rite?
* sigh *
Tempat di mana mimpi itu berlaku macam aku pernah jejak tapi aku berapa pasti .
Short memory la katakan .
Masuk ini , sudah beberapa kali aku bermimpi dan setiap kali aku terjaga ,
it was 8 am . I was wondering what does it means?
Nov 22, 2009
. mimpi .
Hari ini aku bermimpi .
mimpi indah.
what are beautiful dream that i have .
thanks you god (:
i wish that i could stay in that dream forever .
kalau boleh aku tak nak bangun walaupun seketika atau sesaat .
teringat lagi wajah ceria dia bila nampak aku . Macam wajah kanak kanak bila dapat gula- gula .
Macam itu la wajahnya . tak dapat lupa senyuman yang terukir di wajahnya .
Aku pergi . Pergi ke tempat yang satu masa dahulu tempat kami pertama kali berjumpa .
Pakaian yang sama . tetapi mungkin perasaan sahaja yang berlainan .
Manusia . Itulah manusia . just as simple as that forget it .
mimpi indah.
what are beautiful dream that i have .
thanks you god (:
i wish that i could stay in that dream forever .
kalau boleh aku tak nak bangun walaupun seketika atau sesaat .
teringat lagi wajah ceria dia bila nampak aku . Macam wajah kanak kanak bila dapat gula- gula .
Macam itu la wajahnya . tak dapat lupa senyuman yang terukir di wajahnya .
Aku pergi . Pergi ke tempat yang satu masa dahulu tempat kami pertama kali berjumpa .
Pakaian yang sama . tetapi mungkin perasaan sahaja yang berlainan .
Manusia . Itulah manusia . just as simple as that forget it .
shouldn't be read.
For the start, aku patut berfikir why dah lama tak update blog ini.
kenapa? kenapa? kenapa?
actually for some reason, aku berasa amat malas dah nak update blog.
people keep hecking and stalking my blog for the same reason
" INMENTALLY NOT IN THE GOOD USE OF BRAIN."
*dalam bahasa bakunya "TA RETI NAK JAGA TEPI KAIN SENDIRI KE HAH?!"*
Hairan aku dengan manusia yang suka menyibuk. should i repeat that words again?
MENYIBUK! cukup itu sahaja words yang boleh dikatakan kepada mereka.
okay. it's the end of 2nd sem dah.
cuti sem is quiet bored. i assume i will be 24 hours at home.
. sleep . eat . facebooking . myspacing . blogging . watch tv . and sleep .
oh mama!please buy me x-box please?
or maybe mac -book for me. heee(:
if aku mintak all this kind of things, surely kena balik.
where is your money? mama dah bagi kan ? kan ? kan?
* blablablablabla *
and aku akan sekadar berdiri macam tiang batu nisan dan mula membuat muka sedih macam nak bagi penyepak . all of the sudden, i got the money. haha(:
* ashamed of you sazliyana *
biasa la duit habis . lepak lepak . shopping . bila dah sampai sana baru banyak perkara ingin diperbelikan . for example , the uses of flat shoes .
never never never in my life nak beli that shoes . And bila sampai sana baru nak beli . haha.
and is i wear it?
certainly surely confirmly NOT !
haha .
sorry mother for spending money to many more . hee(:
Aku bosan . Bosan aku . Aku tak nak bosan . Bosan tak nak aku . Tak nak aku bosan. Nak tak bosan aku . Apa itu bosan . Bosan itu apa . Kenapa aku tulis macam ini . Aku tulis macam ini kenapa . Tulis macam ini kenapa . Macam ini tulis kenapa . Ini tulis macam kenapa .
* sigh . feelin stupid rite now . *
Oct 5, 2009
D U H H!
aduhhhhhhhhhhh!
stop it! stop it! stop it!
i've been rememberring that person back again!
oh, so stupid are you sazliyana!
stop it! stop it! stop it!
i've been rememberring that person back again!
oh, so stupid are you sazliyana!
s e p i
kesunyian mengajar aku sejuta erti.
dimana di situ aku mula memahami apa erti seorang teman.
kawan mengajar aku banyak pengajaran.
mereka mengajar aku banyak asam garam hidup.
disitulah bermulanya jujur.
disitulah juga bermulanya berkawan.
disitulah juga bermulanya berkongsi cerita dan pengalaman.
disitulah juga bermulanya kejadian kawan makan kawan.
kawan lupa kawan.
mereka mengajar aku banyak erti.
disitulah juga aku belajar mengenal erti bangkit semula dalam hidup tanpa mempedulikan apa yang diperkatakan.
percintaan mengajar aku erti setia.
setia pada si dia mahu.
jujur pada diri sendiri.
setia pada yang kita sayang.
jujur pada apa yang kita lakukan.
walaupun begitu banyak ranjau aku tempuhi tapi tidak satu pun aku menyesal.
mungkin pernah aku mengeluh atau menangis,
tetapi apabila diingat kembali itu suatu nikmat yang patut aku terima.
terima kasih kepada DIA(:
dimana di situ aku mula memahami apa erti seorang teman.
kawan mengajar aku banyak pengajaran.
mereka mengajar aku banyak asam garam hidup.
disitulah bermulanya jujur.
disitulah juga bermulanya berkawan.
disitulah juga bermulanya berkongsi cerita dan pengalaman.
disitulah juga bermulanya kejadian kawan makan kawan.
kawan lupa kawan.
mereka mengajar aku banyak erti.
disitulah juga aku belajar mengenal erti bangkit semula dalam hidup tanpa mempedulikan apa yang diperkatakan.
percintaan mengajar aku erti setia.
setia pada si dia mahu.
jujur pada diri sendiri.
setia pada yang kita sayang.
jujur pada apa yang kita lakukan.
walaupun begitu banyak ranjau aku tempuhi tapi tidak satu pun aku menyesal.
mungkin pernah aku mengeluh atau menangis,
tetapi apabila diingat kembali itu suatu nikmat yang patut aku terima.
terima kasih kepada DIA(:
happy e i d
i think it's not too late to say it.
.H A P P Y EID dear bloggers(:
felt more calm this eid.
leaving my old house and start to live in the new house.
quiet pathetic environment at there but still i HAVE to live there.
oh, sorry i didnt have pictures to upload on this EID.
felt lazy to snap a picture.
even my mother it's start giggling about me feeling so lazy during the eid
haha.
sorry mama
your daughter is just soo damn lazy to be a woman(:
haha.
i'm too lazy now too finished my blog. errr...
wish that there is fairy godmother to help me now.
i felt soo damn fuckin lonely now.
ngee...
dear god,
can i borrow you for some reason?
haha.
i want to be a JUMPER!
haha.
so, i can go everwhere i want!
like K O R E A N!oh! i'm fuckin gonna go there. haha
omg!my blog has just being so merepek right noe.
haha
.H A P P Y EID dear bloggers(:
felt more calm this eid.
leaving my old house and start to live in the new house.
quiet pathetic environment at there but still i HAVE to live there.
oh, sorry i didnt have pictures to upload on this EID.
felt lazy to snap a picture.
even my mother it's start giggling about me feeling so lazy during the eid
haha.
sorry mama
your daughter is just soo damn lazy to be a woman(:
haha.
i'm too lazy now too finished my blog. errr...
wish that there is fairy godmother to help me now.
i felt soo damn fuckin lonely now.
ngee...
dear god,
can i borrow you for some reason?
haha.
i want to be a JUMPER!
haha.
so, i can go everwhere i want!
like K O R E A N!oh! i'm fuckin gonna go there. haha
omg!my blog has just being so merepek right noe.
haha
Sep 16, 2009
menyampah
pernah tak kau ada boyfriend and boyfriend kau tu buat kau menyampah gila nak mati?pernah tak kau ada kawan yang rasa macam nak sepak jew sebab perangai diorang yang macam buat kau semak je?
aduh!rasa malas pula nak sambung posting blog nie..
aduh!rasa malas pula nak sambung posting blog nie..
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang tinggi dia tak pernah sampai bahu aku
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang umur dia sekarang setahun muda dari aku
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang tak pernah ambil tahu pasal aku mati atau hidup sepanjang aku cinta cintaan dgn dia
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang dulu pernah jadi kawan baik aku and now my enemy
aku pernah ada boyfriens
yang pernah dirampas oleh kawan baik aku sendiri
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang aku harap dia tak akan pernah ucap selamat tinggal dekat aku
it's u lar g i l a!
i love you!(:
yang tinggi dia tak pernah sampai bahu aku
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang umur dia sekarang setahun muda dari aku
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang tak pernah ambil tahu pasal aku mati atau hidup sepanjang aku cinta cintaan dgn dia
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang dulu pernah jadi kawan baik aku and now my enemy
aku pernah ada boyfriens
yang pernah dirampas oleh kawan baik aku sendiri
aku pernah ada boyfriend
yang aku harap dia tak akan pernah ucap selamat tinggal dekat aku
it's u lar g i l a!
i love you!(:
Sep 12, 2009
hello september!!
i've not been updating much have i?
hmmm..
lemme seee..
i've been misty-fying myself for a while and now am i starting to get bored of it?
i'm too lazy to posting blog
sorry(:
hmmm..
lemme seee..
i've been misty-fying myself for a while and now am i starting to get bored of it?
other than that,
i met new friends along the way and i have to say im having the time of my life now.
wheeeeeee...i'm too lazy to posting blog
sorry(:
Aug 17, 2009
selamat hari tua b e l l a
selamat hari t u a gila BELLA!!
haha(:
sweet 19th dear
you have joining our club(:
time celebrate your birthday, tak sempat nak snap your picture
but aku dan fira gila yang terhegeh- hegeh snap picture sndiri
hahaha..
busannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn lar bodo!
haha(:
sweet 19th dear
you have joining our club(:
time celebrate your birthday, tak sempat nak snap your picture
but aku dan fira gila yang terhegeh- hegeh snap picture sndiri
hahaha..
busannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn lar bodo!
Aug 16, 2009
Merajuk
orang sakitkan hati aku, aku sakitkan hati orang
Kau tahu ta apa aku rasa? atau kau rasa ke apa aku rasa?
Kau tahu apa orang buat pada aku? Kau tahu betapa kejamnya setiap satunya orang-orang tu? Kau tahu ke berapa lama aku pendam dan diam tanpa membuat apa- apa?
Kau tahu ke apa kesannya pada aku?
Kau tahu apa orang buat pada aku? Kau tahu betapa kejamnya setiap satunya orang-orang tu? Kau tahu ke berapa lama aku pendam dan diam tanpa membuat apa- apa?
Kau tahu ke apa kesannya pada aku?
Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemakkkkkk tahu tak?!
aku sengaja menghabiskan masa melayan karenah kawanku sorang ini di malam minggu macam ini.
bila difikirkan semula yang apa lagi yang boleh aku buat selain itu daripada duduk di rumah sambil mengenangkan keadaan aku yang begitu menyedihkan ini.
tepat jan 10 malam tadi, mama aku telefon menceritakan betapa lawaknya dia pergi ke kampung parents angkat aku dengan memakai mask untuk H1N1 itu.
aku tergelak sambil terpikir dalam kepala otak ini "kenapalah aku excited gila nak gelak nie?padahal tak berapa lawak pun"
*mungkin sedang dalam keadaan kacau*
hahahahahaha!Fuck!!melihat kepada keadaan aku, ketara gila aku sedang semakkkkkkkkk!
haha
aku sengaja menghabiskan masa melayan karenah kawanku sorang ini di malam minggu macam ini.
bila difikirkan semula yang apa lagi yang boleh aku buat selain itu daripada duduk di rumah sambil mengenangkan keadaan aku yang begitu menyedihkan ini.
tepat jan 10 malam tadi, mama aku telefon menceritakan betapa lawaknya dia pergi ke kampung parents angkat aku dengan memakai mask untuk H1N1 itu.
aku tergelak sambil terpikir dalam kepala otak ini "kenapalah aku excited gila nak gelak nie?padahal tak berapa lawak pun"
*mungkin sedang dalam keadaan kacau*
hahahahahaha!Fuck!!melihat kepada keadaan aku, ketara gila aku sedang semakkkkkkkkk!
haha
i was that girl
i was always that girl. in my world, i was already a woman. I was looking for love.
No, i was far too eager to be soldier for that. If i have found someone, but that won't do.
If i had found you, there isn't doubt in my mind how i would proceeded.
I was that girl, who would you have as soon as i discovered that you were what i looking for.
Gotten down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I would have wanted you for
ETERNITY.
Even when the word can't explain it.
Iwas still that girl.
No, i was far too eager to be soldier for that. If i have found someone, but that won't do.
If i had found you, there isn't doubt in my mind how i would proceeded.
I was that girl, who would you have as soon as i discovered that you were what i looking for.
Gotten down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I would have wanted you for
ETERNITY.
Even when the word can't explain it.
Iwas still that girl.
Apr 17, 2009
come and play with me.
i do love being 19 years old.
i love vanilla rather than chocolate.
i love people keep talking about me either negetive or positive.
it's make me strong.
i love walking alone than in the group.
i love having new friends.
*ah!rasa macam nak tumbuk orang jew!(:*
i love you more more more and more than you do.
i love you larh g i l a!
i do love being 19 years old.
i love vanilla rather than chocolate.
i love people keep talking about me either negetive or positive.
it's make me strong.
i love walking alone than in the group.
i love having new friends.
*ah!rasa macam nak tumbuk orang jew!(:*
i love you more more more and more than you do.
i love you larh g i l a!
Apr 16, 2009
gadis B A I K kononnya..
sudah lama aku mendiamkan diri
menyepi tanpa sebab
menbiarkan sahaja apa yang terjadi berlaku
dan sampai satu masa,
aku menjadi amat marah
terima kasih kepada KELUARGA BROOKE'S itu
oh!!
if you want to take a look of those bithces,
just ask me
I WILL accompany you to take a look the GOOD faces..
bithces that never "CERMIN DIRI" and can't stop making story about me to others.
thank you!!
and i never give a shit about you are talking about me but
now those bithces is started talking about MY BOYFRIEND
again!MY BOYFRIEND!
you play hard, and i play more hard...
just look and see
those fuckin bithces have been spreading about them the truth through INTERNET
come on lar babe..
now zaman IT
i'm not gonna use my mouth to fight with you
it's kinda useless but i use BRAIN
use brain dear(:
and you "UGUTAN" dear
menyepi tanpa sebab
menbiarkan sahaja apa yang terjadi berlaku
dan sampai satu masa,
aku menjadi amat marah
terima kasih kepada KELUARGA BROOKE'S itu
oh!!
if you want to take a look of those bithces,
just ask me
I WILL accompany you to take a look the GOOD faces..
bithces that never "CERMIN DIRI" and can't stop making story about me to others.
thank you!!
and i never give a shit about you are talking about me but
now those bithces is started talking about MY BOYFRIEND
again!MY BOYFRIEND!
you play hard, and i play more hard...
just look and see
those fuckin bithces have been spreading about them the truth through INTERNET
come on lar babe..
now zaman IT
i'm not gonna use my mouth to fight with you
it's kinda useless but i use BRAIN
use brain dear(:
and you "UGUTAN" dear
bestkapel. syaz&eman. wait n see
hahaha..
never make me scared
i just laugh and laugh and laugh
hahahaha..
so pathetic to those bithces...
hahaha..
btw, thank you to the statement "BESTKAPEL" ea?
thank you(:
hahahaha
and to my friend that maybe known them
just ask me anything,
I WILL TELLING YOU THE TRUTH BESIDE THEIR LIES..
hahaha..
never make me scared
i just laugh and laugh and laugh
hahahaha..
so pathetic to those bithces...
hahaha..
btw, thank you to the statement "BESTKAPEL" ea?
thank you(:
hahahaha
and to my friend that maybe known them
just ask me anything,
I WILL TELLING YOU THE TRUTH BESIDE THEIR LIES..
Apr 5, 2009
tidak tahu nak tulis tajuk apa
sudah lama menyepi. kemana menghilang?bukan menyepi tetapi tiada apa yang perlu diperkatakan.
i was trying to put myself into the mirror and finding the last piece of puzzle that i has lost.
*aduh!apa aku merepek nieyh!introduction yang pathetic jew..erk,silly me!*
i'm tryin to moving on and growth up!
tyrin to be more matured MAYBE
*erk,rasa nak jew lempang diri sendiri!macam bodo jew na matured dah!haha*
tetapi aku masih ta paham kenapa ada segelintir manusia yang tanpa segan silu nak sangat label diri sendiri MATURED or more to bahasa malaysia(BM), MATANG!
tetapi orang yang matang pula, berlagak macam kanak-kanak..
and i have been in that situation
turst me!you willing to kill urself rather than being with that person
haha!
okay!okay!
maybe ada segelintir akan cakap "matured is the most exciting stages in your life"
but please.........
not me..
no..no..no
not even me..!
aku terringat lagi semasa bersiar-siar dengan rakanku and terdengar ada sekumpulan manusia bergaduh hanya kerana pakaian,beg dan apa sahaja lar yang mereka pakai and lihat siapa yang up-to-date..
bloody stupid rite?
but don't worry..they are not malaysian(:
apa maksud matang bagi mereka?
matang yang pandai berfesyen, yang dapat awek lawa, yang dapat kasut bundel yang paling mahal di tempat jualan bundel belakang-belakang lorong..!
hahaha!sumpah aku nak tabik hormat kat diorang nieyh
macam bodoh berfikiran macam itu if itulah maksud MATANG bagi mereka
hahaha
*tiba-tiba aku dah mula rasa macam aku membebel memanjang plak!haha*
OMG!!
sorry dearie i z z r a
such silly of me never wish you a birthday wish
sorry dear..
such silly of me never wish you a birthday wish
sorry dear..
hepi belated bithday dearie izzra i z z a t i(:
may all your wish have came true
may all your wish have came true
Apr 4, 2009
song request p l e a s e(:
currently in l o v e with this song
.AVENGED SEVENFOLD - DEAR GOD.
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
*p/s: try to find the meaning of this song(:*
Mar 12, 2009
wishlist for incoming birthday(:
Labels:
.
- spuxs- i want you to make graffiti my name at your heart forever(:
- fatyn hazwany- i want you to stay as my BFF forever
- dira- keep being a good girl
- anies- lasagna please(:
- jazmin- i want all your GREEN'S THINGS!haha
- farhan azurin- been missing you so much dear..wanna meet you)):
- fira- i want your GUESS glases!haha
- lola ain- i want you to fell the snow for me(:
- a5th- na kau punya IPOD TOUCH!haha(:
- qistina- wanna hear you "MELATAH" again(:
- fazzu and shazzy- mana korang menghilang hah?ngee...
- sarah- bila na keluar sama?):
- najwa- bila na pulang malaysia)):
- izzra- syaz na birthday gift yang paling KECIL sekali..haha
- nad- let's go KAROAKE!!sing as LOUD as POSSIBLE!!haha
- fara wahida- can i be your matchmaker?haha
- wawa- be tall as soon as possible!!haha
- fahirah- wanna meet you):
- lea-i want to be like you..anak melayu celup..haha..lawa(:
tagged again(:
Bold (GREEN) the statements that are true to you. Italicize(purple)the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs (MAROON) alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I've tried marijuana
I love playing video games.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I curse sometimes.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have kissed someone of the same sex.<--on the cheeks la silly!
I enjoy window shopping.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have changed a diaper before.
I want to have children in the future.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I have tried alcohol before.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I plan on achieving a dream/goal.
I hate office jobs.
I worked at McDonald's.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I usually like covers than originals.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I talk in my sleep.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
i'm stabbing
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I've tried marijuana
I love playing video games.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I curse sometimes.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have kissed someone of the same sex.<--on the cheeks la silly!
I enjoy window shopping.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have changed a diaper before.
I want to have children in the future.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I have tried alcohol before.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I plan on achieving a dream/goal.
I hate office jobs.
I worked at McDonald's.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I usually like covers than originals.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I talk in my sleep.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
i'm stabbing
- spuxs(:
- lea
- nad
- dayah
- fallen angel
12/03/09
entah mengapa aku berasa yang hari jadiku akan disambut dalam suasana yang agak suram.
mungkin aku sekadar terlampau memikirkannya ataupun begitu mengharap akan hari jadiku tidak lama lagi ini.
mungkin..
mungkin..mungkin..
terima kasih kepada mereka yang digelar kawan selama ini.
terima kasih kepada mereka dimana aku anggap sebagai tempat aku bergembira.
terima kasih kepada mereka juga,
aku telah menjadi seorang pendendam dan seorang yang tidak pernah ambil kosah tentang hati dan perasaan orang lain dah!
terima kasih juga kerana pernah menjadi rakanku..
aku tidak pernah menganggap sebarang balasan..
mungkin salahku tanpa sedar dan jika betul, aku minta maaf.
terima kasih
.the end.
Mar 9, 2009
have been tagged by i z z r a(:
tenks dear(: btw, syaz ta fotogenik lar..
izzra merepek jew thu
huhu:P
izzra merepek jew thu
huhu:P
1. Anda rasa anda hot?
hahaha:P
aku selalu cakap aku hot stuft dekat my friends(;
but i'm not(:
aku selalu cakap aku hot stuft dekat my friends(;
but i'm not(:
2. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza.
err...can't remeber
with atyn n spuxs mybe(:
with atyn n spuxs mybe(:
3. Lagu terakhir anda dengar.
hey monday- candles(:
4. Apa yang anda sedang buat selain dari tag ini?
myspacing tapi my streamyx like ****!(:
5. Selain dari nama anda sendiri apa nama yang anda suka dipanggil?
acik, sayangggggggggggggggggggggg and many mybe(:
6. Tag lagi 5 orang.
- lea
- a5th
- izzra
- nad
- spuxs
7. Siapa no 1.
my ex-schollmate(:
amalia' izzati(:
amalia' izzati(:
8. Siapakah orang no 2.
a5th!
my pembuli and si mangsa buli!hahaha:D
suka gado dgn dia!hahaha:D
suka gado dgn dia!hahaha:D
9. Orang no 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
yes, we are friends that never never never and never have seen each other(:
but she is kind(:
10. Bagaimana dengan orang no 4.
nad!!
dia duduk depan bilik aku..
sgttttttttttttttttt B I S I N G suara die
hahaha!
dia duduk depan bilik aku..
sgttttttttttttttttt B I S I N G suara die
hahaha!
11. Nak kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang no 5.
err..ada kew?
da ckp all the things da
haha:P
da ckp all the things da
haha:P
Mar 8, 2009
Fire and ice
some say the world will end in fire,
some say in ice.
from what i've tasted of desire..
i hold with those who favour fire.
but if it had to perish twice,
i think i know enought of hate to say that for destructiom ice,
is also great and would suffice
some say in ice.
from what i've tasted of desire..
i hold with those who favour fire.
but if it had to perish twice,
i think i know enought of hate to say that for destructiom ice,
is also great and would suffice
Mar 5, 2009
hello march(:
sorry it's about tooooooooo late to say it(:
huhu
a warm welcome
hello MARCH!!
i've been waiting for this months..
we meet again MARCH(:
tooooooo many things happen this months(:
huhu
a warm welcome
hello MARCH!!
i've been waiting for this months..
we meet again MARCH(:
tooooooo many things happen this months(:
Feb 26, 2009
Feb 24, 2009
Feb 15, 2009
pertemuan s e m u l a
LOCATION: MIDVALLEY
DATE:7 FEB 2009
OBJECTIVE: BERJUMPA KEMBALI SETELAH SETAHUN(:
INTRODUCING US!!(:
meet the pretty anies(:
meet the crazyness ara(:
meet them jazmin and fira(:
US in ONE (:
couple(:
.muz&jazmin.awal&fira.
meet others(:
it was FUN!!
thanks to THEM(:
.muz&jazmin.awal&fira.
meet others(:
it was FUN!!
thanks to THEM(:
Feb 12, 2009
from B to S
B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S
ASSALAMMUALIKUM..
DAN SALAM SEJAHTERA
SARI BERITA PERDANA MALAM INI
(LAGU TEMA KEDENGARAN)
HUHU
1 2 3 GO!
i was invited to drop down my thread here!
huhu..
thanks dear.:)
mm..
at tis moment she is lying sick on her bed..
flu i guess..
pity her..:(
GET WELL SOON DEAR!!
u can NGADE wif me as much as u want okie..:)
just dun be so stubborn to take medecines okie..:-@
INI BUDAK MANYAK DEGIL OUH!
but i still LOVE her dowt..:)hehe
i dun haf much idea to drop here now..
cuz im oso not well too..:(
anyone want to pity me??? ;( ;(
huhuhu...
tomorrow is our 7th monthsery on 13 feb 09 la..
but i cudnt be wif her..;(
sowie dear...:(
next time k..
but i've sent her my heart by POSLAJU...hehe
just hpe it m8 it by tomorrow...:)
HAPPY 7TH MONTHSERY DEAR!
LOVE U!MUAHXX!:)
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
makan ubat tau..
jgn degil2..
bak kata pepatah PATAH ROTAN ,PELEMPANG BERGUNA JUGA..
huhuhuhu
BY:
spuxs
ASSALAMMUALIKUM..
DAN SALAM SEJAHTERA
SARI BERITA PERDANA MALAM INI
(LAGU TEMA KEDENGARAN)
HUHU
1 2 3 GO!
i was invited to drop down my thread here!
huhu..
thanks dear.:)
mm..
at tis moment she is lying sick on her bed..
flu i guess..
pity her..:(
GET WELL SOON DEAR!!
u can NGADE wif me as much as u want okie..:)
just dun be so stubborn to take medecines okie..:-@
INI BUDAK MANYAK DEGIL OUH!
but i still LOVE her dowt..:)hehe
i dun haf much idea to drop here now..
cuz im oso not well too..:(
anyone want to pity me??? ;( ;(
huhuhu...
tomorrow is our 7th monthsery on 13 feb 09 la..
but i cudnt be wif her..;(
sowie dear...:(
next time k..
but i've sent her my heart by POSLAJU...hehe
just hpe it m8 it by tomorrow...:)
HAPPY 7TH MONTHSERY DEAR!
LOVE U!MUAHXX!:)
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
GET WELL SOON!
makan ubat tau..
jgn degil2..
bak kata pepatah PATAH ROTAN ,PELEMPANG BERGUNA JUGA..
huhuhuhu
BY:
spuxs
Feb 10, 2009
sickness):
fever..
oh fever..
oh fever....
oh fever..
oh fever....
bila na baik ni?):
havin a bad fever):
flue):
wanna go home)):
Feb 6, 2009
....sekadar renungan....
Sebelum ni aku terfikir juga..
tak cukup terangkah cerita-cerita aku atau tak cukup jelaskah bahasa yang aku gunakan..
atau tak terbacakah kias-kias jelas difahami yang aku bagi?
sudah sehabis baik aku berlapikkan sutera NEPAL takhta zamrud untuk sampaikan yang aku tak punya hati..maaf kalau disaat serabut, baru kamu jelas semuanya..
tapi aku tidak pernah mengacau hidup engkau wahai saudari kan?
kamu yang terlalu salah anggap semua..
selalu menyibuk akan hal orang lain...
tak cukup terangkah cerita-cerita aku atau tak cukup jelaskah bahasa yang aku gunakan..
atau tak terbacakah kias-kias jelas difahami yang aku bagi?
sudah sehabis baik aku berlapikkan sutera NEPAL takhta zamrud untuk sampaikan yang aku tak punya hati..maaf kalau disaat serabut, baru kamu jelas semuanya..
tapi aku tidak pernah mengacau hidup engkau wahai saudari kan?
kamu yang terlalu salah anggap semua..
selalu menyibuk akan hal orang lain...
excuse me...i have a question
ada banyak perkara kita perlu belajar tentang hidup.
salah satunya.....
salah satunya.....
- belajar bila untuk jahit bibir dan akal.
- jaga tepi, dalam, atas, bawah kain baju sendiri.
- jangan asyik na masuk campur hal orang lain
and lastly..
STOP LAR BEING A STALKER!!
Jan 31, 2009
It's over
nahhh..
holidays is over..
uwaaa...)):
gonna be home tommorrow
gonna miss my hometown back)):
anyway!!
I GOT THE TICKET PEOPLE!!
I GOT TICKET TO GO HOME!!
hahahahaha
silly me..
mama!!
i want more money..
erk,i want more!!
and more!!
and more!!
dapat money warna HIJAU pun okie juga tapi banyak-banyak okie
hahaha:DD
holidays is over..
uwaaa...)):
gonna be home tommorrow
gonna miss my hometown back)):
anyway!!
I GOT THE TICKET PEOPLE!!
I GOT TICKET TO GO HOME!!
hahahahaha
silly me..
mama!!
i want more money..
erk,i want more!!
and more!!
and more!!
dapat money warna HIJAU pun okie juga tapi banyak-banyak okie
hahaha:DD
who's that girl?
A typical little girl that love a fairytale story(:
she was born at,
time:10.45pm at,(:
she's from PERAK(:
favourite colour...COLOURFUL(:
love to(:
want to go(:
-Italy-
my passion(: my ambition that maybe she doesn't get to be)):
-architect-
Jan 30, 2009
today(:
hari ini sekadar bangun dari tidur, sudah pukul 12 pm
hahaha:D
dengar mama jerit- jerit anak dara bangun lambat tapi buat-buat ta dengar sahaja..
then,bekfast plus lunch terus..hahaha:D
double is better..
tengok tv n tidur
itu sahaja my life today(:
bydaway..
online with afifth!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
gila punya budak!!
geram sahaja dengan dia!!
na cari gaduh aje!!
da lar berkawan dengan mamat bangla pam minyak!!
hahahaha:DD
oppsi..
sorry..terlepas ur biggest secret mybe..haha(:
i'm such a devil..hahaha
oh..pulang..oh.pulang..
I DON'T WANNA GO HOME!!
uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...
BANGI IS BORED!!
hehehe(:
tiket ta beli lagi..
itu menunjukkan betapa aku malas na pulang lagi
hahahaha:D
hahaha:D
dengar mama jerit- jerit anak dara bangun lambat tapi buat-buat ta dengar sahaja..
then,bekfast plus lunch terus..hahaha:D
double is better..
tengok tv n tidur
itu sahaja my life today(:
bydaway..
online with afifth!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
gila punya budak!!
geram sahaja dengan dia!!
na cari gaduh aje!!
da lar berkawan dengan mamat bangla pam minyak!!
hahahaha:DD
oppsi..
sorry..terlepas ur biggest secret mybe..haha(:
i'm such a devil..hahaha
oh..pulang..oh.pulang..
I DON'T WANNA GO HOME!!
uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...
BANGI IS BORED!!
hehehe(:
tiket ta beli lagi..
itu menunjukkan betapa aku malas na pulang lagi
hahahaha:D
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