yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!

oh!!
aku suda berjaya persue my sister beli novel twilight!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
hahahaha:DD
damn!!
i has got that novel!!
huhu(:
HEPI GILER KOWT!!:DD

anyway, aku rasa aku ta kan dapat tengok movie twilight tue)):
sad gile!!)):

it was yesterday

if u was reading this, it was yesterday story(:

it was 3.12 am..
and i'm still can;t sleep..
i try not to mesg him coz i nOe i might be disturb his sleep..
he might be so tired..
that fuckin ass treatment make him tired person..)):
pity him so much..));
but i guess i can't take it for NOT MESSAGING U dear)):
u reply my mesg,
at that time, i hope u are fall asleep and ignore my mesg but also at the same time,
i felt so sad if u not replying my mesg)):
greedy me rite??grrrrrrrrrrr.....
i'm so sorry dear...));
i just can't stop disturbin u..
and u are always there for me..
tenks dear)):
i really appretiate that...
i just wanna to tell you that i can;t stop from cryin for no reason..
i didn't know why...?
i wish i could tell you...
but i didn't know whyi just can'y tell you that moment..)):
bukan hari ini jew..
da beberapa malam da macam tue)):
everytime i close my eyes, and suddenly my tears drop..)):
i miss you b)):

twilight

everybody kept talking about TWILIGHT .feel like reading that book n watch it.

jum B!!kite pegi tgk!!huhu:PP

rinduuuuuuuuu):

currently tengah online myspace
pegi pagekawan-kawan skula balik
adeiss..
rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu gile kat diowg!!
rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuu time skula jugak...
college LIFE is sucks n friends is SUCKS tOo!!):
I MISS THEM):

i miss the time we are in the class, doin some stuff, chit-chatting each other until teacher is coming):
the time when we are been helpin each other when needed):

i miss recess time!!kringgggggggggggggggggggggggggg
all the student is there!!
aku pulak is the lousy person
suka nyemak kat tempat orang
huhu:PP
is GIRLS SCHOLL anyway
everytin we share(:
huhu

IMDSFDM)):

here are some old pictures i upload):

LEA( i miss her encouragement n she always ayat-ayat yang kite ley berfikir dgn betul)

PAAN ON THE LEFT SIDE( i miss my twins(: she is one day younger than me(:

bored

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i'm fuckin bored to hell!!
ngeee....
online myspace tadi
coms with dayah
ta habis-habis cakap pasal bored jew sampai ta terkata!!
hahahahaha:DD
adeiss...
sem break is so BORED larh!!
ta sabar na sambung study balik..
erk, M A L A S na taip da..............................................................
:DD

CAMP ROCK MOVIE addicted(:

i'm totally adicted to that movie!!
currently has been watch for more than 20 times!!
and i still want to see it again!!
LOL!!
huhu(:
oh!!I LOVE EVERYBODY IN THAT MOVIE..
JOE JONAS AND DEMI LOVATO IS THE MOST!!:))


oh!!THEM are so sweet!!
huhu:)
I LOVE ALL THEIR SONG!!:)
WE ROCK- CAMP ROCK OFFICIAL SONG
THIS IS ME- DEMI LOVATO
PLAY MY MUSIC-JONAS BROTHERS
HERE I AM- RENEE SANDSROM

GOTTA FIND YOU- JOE JONAS

HASTA LA VISTA

aku bukan boneka by rini idol

i just LOVE this song(:

HIM:((

currently sad:((
ta penah rasa camnie
HIM...
tengah sakit terlantar dekat hospital
his havin somethin wrong with his TULANG BELAKANG:((
sepatutnya treatment hari nie da habis da tp
got somethin wrong with that FUCKIN ASS HOSPITAL!!grrrrrrrrrrr
"PIHAK HOSPITAL MAKLUMKAN YANG PIHAK DIORANG FORGETTIN NA MASUKKAN SPINALFLUIDS KAT TULANG DIER" :((

i thought it's juz a little bit problem but at the same time,
i still worried:((

a day before,
WE HAVE A HUGE FIGHT
i got fed up with HIM a bit
but it's not mean that i didn't love him anymore
I ALWAYS LOVE HIM
MADLY, DEEPLY AND HARDLY :((

at 11.37 pm
he call me after the treatment
before that he messaging me tellin that he wanted to hear my voice to relief his pain:((
then he call me

ALL THAT I CAN HEAR IS HIS BREATH YANG TURUN NAEK DENGAN LAJU:((
HE CAN'T TALK AT ALL BECOZ SAKIT SANGAT
HE TRY TO TALK BUT I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHIN:((
AND THEN, SUDDENLY MY TEARS DROP:((
I CAN'T TAKE IT TO HEAR HIS VOICE ANYMORE
IT KINDA HURTIN ME TO HEAR IT:((
HIS TRULY SICK :((
AND I CAN'T DO ANYTIN TO HELP
FELL LIKE A HOPELESS:((
then, the call has been off by hin
HE also crying..
i can hear it:((

then,he messaging me tellin that HIS FINE:((
DIE TIPU!!
DIE TIPU!!
TIPU juz to make me fell HE GONNA BE FINE:((
I HATE HIM FOR TELLIN THAT!!:((

HE tell me that he can't talk much coz his wearin a mask for pernafasan:((
oh!dear...:((
it's was terribly a nightmare when hear it:((

TO HIM,THE ONE TAT I LOVED,
ABDUL SARIMAN:(

I'M SORRY DEAR FOR HURTIN YOU
I DIDN'T MEANT IT:(
IT WAS FULLY MY FAULT DEAR:((
MY EGO :((
IT TRULY MY FAULT:((
I'M HOPIN TO BE RIGHT BESIDE YOU
TO TAKE CARE OF YOU RIGHT NOW:((
B...
take a good care of yourself okie:((
i will right here waitin for your news dear:(

LOVE SYAZ:(

kenapa LOLIPOP?

tengok picture nie pown macam sedap jew..
kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa lolipop?
coz aku suka lolipop..
it make me heals when i'm down
it's make me happy when i see it!!
it's colourful!(:

I'm NEW here

after a long time(:
akhirnyeee...
mula-mula macam M A L A S jew na buat blog kat BLOGGER nie
then,lepas tengok macam-macam orang punya BLOG macam best jew(;

anyway PEOPLE!!
I'M NEW HERE!!
tengah merangkak lagi na buat blog lagi
anyway i have my own BLOG
tp always tulis dekat MYSPACE
I LOVE BLOGGING(: