away sudaaaaaaaaaa

ngeeeee...
suda kembali A W A Y daaa((:
ngee..

PERHATIAN!!
I'M TOTALLY NEW PEOPLE NOW!!
TA DEW MAIN- MAIN DA OKIE SAZLIYANA!!
ngeeeeeeee......

imissyou)):

you haunt my mind like a thousand voices softly chanting..
no matter what is on my mind..
you are always there.
sometimes i get a moment of peace..
the voices softly are drowned out by the music of another..

and then poof

there you are..
to strengthen melody of in my mind..
you are there just long enough for me to dance to your tune..

no more..
you shall no longer strike up the music
i love you no less..
i just don't want to be reminded of it ..

the annoying tragicness of it all..
"oh unrequited love.." how cliche, tired and played out

in all honesty.. i'm not as upset WITH YOU as you may think..
It is me.. once again..
I let my passion, dreams, and get the best of me..
it's not a bad thing..

maybe it is..
all i know is..

i miss you..

the sound of your voice..
the feel of your hand..
the conversation..
the connection..
i have part of those..
in my memory..
the picture show in my mind..

people

I have not loved as much as some, but I have loved.
I have not lived as much as some, but I have lived.
Don't lie to me and tell me you're any different.
Don't lie to me and tell me that you know.

You're all poets.
Stop pretending you're not.
Give me a new word to use, give me a new way to show you how I feel, or give me a reason to believe that when you say this you really mean this.

busy..busy!!

err...
sangat-sangat jarang na online da...
adeiss...

currently tgh busy kemas rumah sebab na dekat pindah rumah daa...
and rumah baru pulak ta sempat nak siap dalam masa yang parents aku jangkakan.
diorang ingat na buat KENDURI-KENDURI khatam al-quran,sunat adik aku and amjlis buka rumah baru sekali tapi nampaknya ta sempat
aku pula na balik kolej awal pula tue
so,diorang decided na sunatkan adik aku dulu then buat majlis sunat diorang dahulu dekat rumah yang aku tengah duduk sekarang ini..
gile!!
macam na terbalik aku punya tulang belakang kemas barang-barang
ini gambar ruang tamu tengah rumah aku duduk sekarang ini..
gile sakit na kemas ouh...
mama pula asyik bising jew..
LIYANA!!SILAP LETAK TUE!!
LIYANA AMIK TIKAR PEGY BENTANG TUE!!NANTI ORANG DATANG TA KAN NA DUDUK ATAS LANTAI JEW..
LIYANA!!KEMAS BILIK TUE!!NANATI ORANG NA MASUK KEW?
adeiss...

penat jew..
okie..gtg!!
(:

al-kisah cerita lea dahulu..

hahahahahaha:DD
aku tergelak guling-guling cerita nie
kisah dahulu yang ada SEORANG MANUSIA INI YANG CARI GADUH DENGAN LEA
dia kutuk LEA macam-macam sampai kiteorang as kawan dia pown terkena jugak kena kutuk dalam BLOG dia
so, beberapa hari lepas,
LEA BAGI AKU SATU MYSPACE AND DIA SURUH TENGOK
aku gelak guling-guling tengok MANUSIA tue.!!
hahahahahahahahaha:DD

seorang gadis yang dahulu pernah mengutuk LEA WANITA YANG TA PAKAI TUDUNG
and NA MAKI-MAKI LEA COZ PASAL HIJAB LAR..
lawak gile!!
AKU TENGOK DEFAULT PICTURE DIA DEKAT MYSPACE AND NOW!!
DIW PULAK TA PKAI TUDUNG!!
HAH!!
AMIK KAW!!
AKU SIAP BOLD AND BESARKAN LAGI PERKATAAN "TA PKAI TUDUNG" TUE!!
hahahahahaha:DDD

lawak gila minah nie tahu ta,
dia boleh kutuk-kutuk orang and at last!!
kaw pulak yang tiba-tiba ta pakai tudung
kaw lagi teruk!!
dari pakai tudung,
terus ta pakai tedung!!
KAWAN AKU SI AMALIA TUE MEMANG DA TA PAKAI TUDUNG
and somehow,ONE DAY DIA AKAN PAKAI
ko ta de HAK langsung na paksa and maki-maki dia hanya sebab dia ta pakai tudung jew
apa punya bodoh apa kaw nieyh!!
susa-susa mak bapak didik kaw jadi elok, kaw PEGY JAGE TEPI KAIN ORANG WATPE?
ko jaga tepi kain DALAM kaw tue jew suda..
apada hal??!!
hahahaha:DD

aku tulis blog nie, bukan dalam keadaan geram..
tapi dalam keadaaan GELAK!!
sangat lawak kaw nie,
BERUBAH DALAM SEKELIP MATA SELEPAS KAW SUKASUKI JEW KUTUK ORANG SEBAB TA PAKAI HIJAB OR TUDUNG..
hahahaha:DD

setiap orang ta boley paksa orang lain na pakai tudung
itu HAK diorang
if diorang pakai tudung sebab kena paksa dengan orang lain,
ITU TA IKHLAS NAMANYA...
memang suda tertulis dekat dalam al-quran lagi yang wanita harus menutup aurat
tapi if tutup aurat jew, and PERANGAI MACAM LANGSI BAEK TA PAYAH!!!
oppsiiii...sorry kepada sesiapa yang terasa...
lalalala
hahahaha:DD

errr...penah dah tulis pasal MINAH nie...
aduyaii..
okie lar(:

RESULT IS COMING OUT!!!

alamakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!
gile cuak na maty jeww...
adeisss..
takowttttttttttttttt gile ouh!!
tomorrow result is coming out!!
macam kena repeat at least one paper jew..
)):
PAPER AKAUN)):
susah)):

adeissssssssssssssss....)):

thank you..thank you...

KEKASIH
hanya kata itu yang mampu aku ungkapkan.
TERIMA KASIH
terima kasih atas lawak yang korang semua buat terutamanya KAW..
terima kasih atas apa yang KAW perkatakan
hati aku cukup terguris melihat KAW berkata itu.
terima kasih)):

KAWAN
terima kasih juga tas kata-kata anda
memang!!
aku mengaku aku kurang KELUAR HANG OUT dengan korang dekat IPOH nie
tapi dekat KL,aku akan keluar
bukan sebab ak ta nak keluar dengan korang
aku nak
tapi kadang-kadang masa korang na keluar itu ta sesuai dgn aku
aku ada lagi hal lain na buat
bukan macam korang sekadar ibu bapa yang uruskan semuanya...
TERIMA KASIH atas apa yang kaw katakan
aku akan ingat..

tenks)):

tengah dengar

bapak busan gile jew!!
aku suka gile lagu nie!!

LOVE STORY BY TAYLOR SWIFT

Taylor Swift widget by 6L & Daxii

HEPI 5TH MONTH-SERY(:

today is our 5th month-sery yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
suda LIMA BULAN daaa...(:
HAPPY TO HEAR IT!!
sorry for the late posting this blog
baru pulang dari KUALA LUMPUR(:

to HIM(:
HAPPY 5TH MONTHE-SERY DEAR(;
suda bape kali daa tulis nie
hahaha:D
glad to have u as my BOYFRIEND
glad to have u when i'm inneed
glad to have u as my friend that being there each day of my life(:
tenks dear(:
hope i can still hold ur hands through each day of my life(:
hope i'm still the girl that always on your mind(:
and i still hope that i'm STILL THE GIRL THAT YOU LOVES(;
tenks dear(:

• I L O V E Y O U
• AISHETERU
• WO IE NIE
• ANA BEHIBAK
• JE T'AIME
• MEIN TUMSE PYAR KARTA HOON
• SAYA CINTA PADAMU
• TI AMO
• KIMI O AI SHITERU
• TANGSINUL SARAANG HA YO
• WO AI NI
• MAHAL KITA
• NAAN UNNAI KADAHALIKIREN(:

suda jumaat daaa

waaaaaaaaaa..
B O S A N gile!!
mama ayah asyik busy dengan new home yang hampir nak siap
and juga majlis sunat adik kembar yang tak lama lagi
yang pun busy saja
B O S A N lar..)):

anyway hari nie punya diary(:
tadi mak dayah call mama aku
dia cakap pasal majlis perkahwinana kakak dia tak lama lagi
maybe 27 dis nie kowt
anyway dayah
syaz ta dapat datang)):
mesti ramai kawan kan?
syaz ta dew juga)):
syaz selalu macam tue..
KETINGGALAN)):


then,tadi online...
YM dengan ATYN
hahahaha:D
bapak lawak gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee story dier
hahahahahaha:DDDD
dia cerita dekat aku pasal dia pegy masak MEGGI tadi
then,SOMETHING HAPPEN
hahahaha:D
time masak MEGI tueeeeeee,
dier pegy hentam bubuh lada and cili
GILA HEBAT PUNYA MASAKN LAR KATAKAN
hahahaha:DD
then, lepas tue,
BOLEY KE DALAM MEGI DIA ADA LIPAS!!
BUKAN SATU JEW!!
TAPI SAMPAI DUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
hahahahahaha:DD
bapak lawak gila kowt
then,nak disambungkan cerita,
dia pegy lar masak lagi satu lagi MEGGI
kali nie,
sama jew dia bubuh lada tue jugak
pastue tiba-tiba ada lipas jugak!!
RUPA-RUPANYA, DEKAT LADA TUE YANG DATANG LIPASNYAA..
DIER KATA,
"GILE BAYAK LIPAS KOWT!!GELII AKU!!"
hahahahahaha:DDD
AKU GELAK GULING-GULING DA DENGAR CERITA DIA NIE
HAHAHAHA:DD

pesanan penaja untuk ko atyn:
LENKALI MASAK,
LETAK LAR LIPAS AND CACING SEKALI!!
GILA SEDAP KOWT!!
TA PAYAH KO SUSAH-SUSAH NA LETAK LADA DAAA
hahahahahaa:DD

bodoh sombong

aku geram betul lar dekat MANUSIA-MANUSIA MYSPACE nie..
maksud aku SESETENGAH MANUSIA lar
nak cakap BODOH nanti TERASA pulak
tapi memang sah-sah lar BODOH sangat
dah lar BODOH, SOMBONG pula tue!!

aku geram jew dengan MANUSIA-MANUSIA MYSPACE nie
dah lar buat account myspace diorang PRIVATE,
then kena ada LAST NAME pula tue,
LEPAS TUE,
HEADLINE dia pulak "AKU TA SUKA ADD ORANG!"
apa punya BODOH lar kaw nie!!
KAW TA SKE ADD ORANG TP MYSPACE BUAT PRIVATE LASTNAME
TP LASTNAMENYEEEEEE
TA BAGI!!
BODOH NA MAMPUS JEW...
ITU BODOH SOMBONG NAMENYAAA...
haish lar..
masalah betul lar!!
mesti sah-sah budak yang berlagak HOT lar kononnya padahal MUKA MACAM PENAGIH DADAH jew
oppsiiii...
hahahaha:D

okielar..sampai di sini sahaja(:

to do list(;

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
bored gilak lark!!
ngeeeeeeeeee....

to do list things:

* nk shop bju sgt sgt!rse cam da lme gle x bli bju.
* nk beli jeans baru...huhu:P
* nk study...haha.
* nk HANDPHONE baruuuu..):
* nk g pangkor then upcoming genting...hehe
* nk DUIT! $$$

change?

Everyone knows that seasons change

it's unavoidably obvious.

But for some reason, everyone tries to

avoid the fact that people do too.


Change can be so constant you don't even feel the difference until there is one.
It can be so slow that you don't even notice that your life is better or worse, until it is.
Or it can just blow you away, make you something different in an instant.
So its me saying that i'll make things better from now on .
I realized how much better could ive done for myself .

but im stuck in the past , wishing its my present .
this question comes across my mind , how can i move on when im still stuck right where i started.
i have always wished that one day there's someone who is willing to save me from all this . i want to rip it into pieces :)

and frankly speaking , i wrote all this simply because i dont have any idea what i was supposed to say(:

KUTUK + BULI = SUKA

okay!!
suda 3 blog da aku post
ngeee
busannn(:

owg pnh kata , semakin kita cke kt seseorg , semakin kita nk membulinya .

my life(:

my life quite difficult now.
i cant choose the BEST answer to be answer.
i am not like before.


almost everydays, i kept remind myself to be more patient in what way.
but sometimes, the limit patient of someone, ada had nya.
i just cant understand, what the actual things that my both parents wants from me?
i give everything that i can. i
tu sahaja yang termampu. but, they dont apprrieciate what i give to them.
they just see the oppisite way and things. its really hurt me.
its hard to be a good child for them

i kindly miss atyn a lot. sometimes, when i really need her, she's not here for me. sometimes, i dont really understand what she wants in her life.
tapi its ok. i'll always be with her when she really needs me

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!(:

sorry for the late blogging(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA guys!

so,what had u sacrificed this year?
hopefully its a good thing.
hehe.
so, that day agak meriah.
because i celebrate it at kuala kangsar.
its held on monday.
lots of my siblings could come to IPOH to celebrate it.
still meriah.
last year,celebrate it at KUALA LUMPUR.
my dad's side village.
it was fun because of i could see the KORBAN OF LEMBU LIVE in front of my eyes!
err..na termuntah dibuatnyaa...
but neways,today was a BLAST!
i could spent my whole time with my cousins.
okay!!
itu jew(:

it's thursday....

okie..okie..
it's thursday..
errrrrrrrrrrr...
B O R E D..........like HELL!!
ngeeeeeeeeeee...

anyway..
i'm gonna talk about cup cake(:
hehehe



benda ini terlintas dekat fikiran aku lepas aku tengah cupcake kawan-kawan aku punya birthday
such sweet cupcake..
i want it!!)):




sedap jew aku tengok cupcake diorang..
jeles pown ada gak)):
ta pe
i can handle it..
sekarang aku sedang searching bahan-bahan na buat cup cake nie
hopefully ta jumpa okie
hahahaha:PP
and confirm lar ta akan menjadi punya cup cake aku tue
hahaha:D

i'm too scared

i'm scared of a lot of things.

• heights
• really big spiders and cookcroach
  
• flying/planes
• rejection
• drowning
• chaos
• catastrophe
• hairy chests
• getting married
• getting divorced
• pregnancy
• burning alive
• getting really lost
• small spaces
• car accidents
• dark alleys
• puking
• having bills I can't pay for
• etc....

As you can see, I'm scared of A LOT of things.
But I don't really worry about these fears,
and most of them I face.
I kill cookcroach, I go on planes, I swim, I ask for directions, etc.
Then I wondered why I worry so much and don't face emotional fears.
I think most people generally have some of the same fears I have.
The biggest one is rejection.
That applies to so many things from just meeting a new
person to bringing up an issue in a committed relationship.
I guess it's pretty hard to say your true feelings because
you are unsure if the reaction will be in your favor.
No one wants their feelings to be rejected.

However, so so so so so so many times I've been told
"I never said anything because I assumed you'd say no, you're so intimidating".

My instant reply is "That's so stupid, I liked you! Now I don't!"
but there have been times when something bothered me, and I don't like to complain at all costs so I say nothing and then I hear "Why didn't you tell me?? I wouldn't have cared!"

We all have your insecurities, I've really been watching people let their chances go by lately.
I've realized there's nothing to lose when you say how you feel.
If it's for the first time, do you want to get to know someone who won't give you the time of day anyway?
And if you're telling a significant other, they'll listen and
want you to be happy with them if they love you.
Either way, it's not that scary.

Saying how you feel is nothing to be afraid of,
I think if it turns out badly then that person isn't who you should be emptying your chest on.
I will do ANYTHING to avoid confrontation,
and I don't trust people will my feelings so I have a pretty hard time admitting how I feel.
i'm sorry(:

kerinduan itu is so much pain

nah!! amik aku tibai tajuk dier ROJAK terus!! hahaha:D
currently aku tengah online myspace and tengah online with syazzyness
mula-mula cakap pasal cuppcakes yang dia buat untuk celebrate befday MEL hahaha:D gedikk jew na aku tengok kat page dier hahaha:D
anyway, HEPI BESDAY MEL(:
JAGE SYAZZY ELOK-ELOK TAW!! haha

then,after da merepek-merepek, aku tanya dia bila mahu pulang cuti?
mula-mula okie jew then da lama tue, start sedih-sedih pulak!! adeiss)):

commentnya camnie, yang BOLD nie AKU tulis dekat SYAZZY.
yang TA BOLD TUE, SYAZZY tulis dekat AKU(:

• babe!!
• ble maw pulang):
• busan wey duk rumah):

ahahahahah

lambat lg dodol!!!

khamis neyh aku baleklaaa

bawak bersabo:))

• kamis? ouh cuti raya ea? bpe ari wey?

kejap jew weyhhh

selasa after raya aku baleklaaa cnie balek

• kejap btol sempit pnye cuti uniten!! adeiss.. hahaha:D
  

vavian kaw!!

dush3

weyh aku rendu kaulaaa:((

• hahaha:DD aku pown rinduu kaw); na hug)):

*hugssss

kalo hug betowl lg best kan syaz

macam old times

haihhh

miss those days

• a'ah): kaw nie.. sje jew wat ak na nanges jew)):

hahahahah

aku selalu nangs ble ingat masa dulu:((


oh!!syazzy yg gedikk!! kaw nie saja jew na wat aku cdey.. ngee.. rinduuu kaw..)): rinduu all of them)): ngee.. I HATE IPOH!! COZ IT MAKE ME MISS MY SCHOLLMATE)):

suka hati aku larh!!

yes!!
aku memang suka tulis blog aku macam-macam warna

it's make me happy to do it!!

suka hati aku larh!!
ini blog aku....
aku suka COLOURFUL
memang aku punya blog macam KELLY-NG pown
sukasuki larh!!
aku memang suka!
tak salah if aku nak buat macam nie
ada salah kew?
aku kena saman or denda ke if ak tulis macam nie?
ngeeee..

it was supposed to be written 29nov 08(:

sorry for the late writting it):
29 nov it was JAZMIN, my bestfriend birthday
and them celebrate it
and i can't celebrate with them
sedih));
rasa sedih sangat
tgk gambar-gambar diorang taken,
i'm so damn jeles!!
jeles!!
ngeee....
i guess it was my fault..
hmmm...
i miss them)):

anyway dear JAZMIN BT.RAMLI,
HEPI BIRTHDAY dear
suda 18 dah!!
huhu(:
sorry for everytin..):
hope hidup diberkati..
dilindungi(:
stay frens dear!!
lebiu!!
(:

just finished it):

akhirnya!!
aku berjaya menghabiskan citer nie..
it was titile "I LITRE OF TEARS"
truly sad story)):
almost rumah nie jadi banjir aku buat!!
hahaha:P
and it was based on TRUE STORY
i has watch it before but suda lupa
SHORT MEMEORY sikit!!(:
luckily my bf reminded me(:
tenks dear(:

it's truly touched story)):

final episod,
aku terbaca somethin yang ditulis oleg produksi drama tue
it said,

thank you everyone who has followed this beautiful story with us,
we have been laughed and cried over and over along with ikeuchi's(the family of the person) and friends.

we hope that whatever you walk of life,
you leave here with a little more warmth in your heart,
and a little more courage to face another day

next time you your loved one,
tell them how special there are.
next time you see a friends,
thank them for always be there for you

life is what you can make of it.treasute it!!
)):

yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!

oh!!
aku suda berjaya persue my sister beli novel twilight!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
hahahaha:DD
damn!!
i has got that novel!!
huhu(:
HEPI GILER KOWT!!:DD

anyway, aku rasa aku ta kan dapat tengok movie twilight tue)):
sad gile!!)):

it was yesterday

if u was reading this, it was yesterday story(:

it was 3.12 am..
and i'm still can;t sleep..
i try not to mesg him coz i nOe i might be disturb his sleep..
he might be so tired..
that fuckin ass treatment make him tired person..)):
pity him so much..));
but i guess i can't take it for NOT MESSAGING U dear)):
u reply my mesg,
at that time, i hope u are fall asleep and ignore my mesg but also at the same time,
i felt so sad if u not replying my mesg)):
greedy me rite??grrrrrrrrrrr.....
i'm so sorry dear...));
i just can't stop disturbin u..
and u are always there for me..
tenks dear)):
i really appretiate that...
i just wanna to tell you that i can;t stop from cryin for no reason..
i didn't know why...?
i wish i could tell you...
but i didn't know whyi just can'y tell you that moment..)):
bukan hari ini jew..
da beberapa malam da macam tue)):
everytime i close my eyes, and suddenly my tears drop..)):
i miss you b)):

twilight

everybody kept talking about TWILIGHT .feel like reading that book n watch it.

jum B!!kite pegi tgk!!huhu:PP

rinduuuuuuuuu):

currently tengah online myspace
pegi pagekawan-kawan skula balik
adeiss..
rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu gile kat diowg!!
rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuu time skula jugak...
college LIFE is sucks n friends is SUCKS tOo!!):
I MISS THEM):

i miss the time we are in the class, doin some stuff, chit-chatting each other until teacher is coming):
the time when we are been helpin each other when needed):

i miss recess time!!kringgggggggggggggggggggggggggg
all the student is there!!
aku pulak is the lousy person
suka nyemak kat tempat orang
huhu:PP
is GIRLS SCHOLL anyway
everytin we share(:
huhu

IMDSFDM)):

here are some old pictures i upload):

LEA( i miss her encouragement n she always ayat-ayat yang kite ley berfikir dgn betul)

PAAN ON THE LEFT SIDE( i miss my twins(: she is one day younger than me(:

bored

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i'm fuckin bored to hell!!
ngeee....
online myspace tadi
coms with dayah
ta habis-habis cakap pasal bored jew sampai ta terkata!!
hahahahaha:DD
adeiss...
sem break is so BORED larh!!
ta sabar na sambung study balik..
erk, M A L A S na taip da..............................................................
:DD

CAMP ROCK MOVIE addicted(:

i'm totally adicted to that movie!!
currently has been watch for more than 20 times!!
and i still want to see it again!!
LOL!!
huhu(:
oh!!I LOVE EVERYBODY IN THAT MOVIE..
JOE JONAS AND DEMI LOVATO IS THE MOST!!:))


oh!!THEM are so sweet!!
huhu:)
I LOVE ALL THEIR SONG!!:)
WE ROCK- CAMP ROCK OFFICIAL SONG
THIS IS ME- DEMI LOVATO
PLAY MY MUSIC-JONAS BROTHERS
HERE I AM- RENEE SANDSROM

GOTTA FIND YOU- JOE JONAS

HASTA LA VISTA

aku bukan boneka by rini idol

i just LOVE this song(:

HIM:((

currently sad:((
ta penah rasa camnie
HIM...
tengah sakit terlantar dekat hospital
his havin somethin wrong with his TULANG BELAKANG:((
sepatutnya treatment hari nie da habis da tp
got somethin wrong with that FUCKIN ASS HOSPITAL!!grrrrrrrrrrr
"PIHAK HOSPITAL MAKLUMKAN YANG PIHAK DIORANG FORGETTIN NA MASUKKAN SPINALFLUIDS KAT TULANG DIER" :((

i thought it's juz a little bit problem but at the same time,
i still worried:((

a day before,
WE HAVE A HUGE FIGHT
i got fed up with HIM a bit
but it's not mean that i didn't love him anymore
I ALWAYS LOVE HIM
MADLY, DEEPLY AND HARDLY :((

at 11.37 pm
he call me after the treatment
before that he messaging me tellin that he wanted to hear my voice to relief his pain:((
then he call me

ALL THAT I CAN HEAR IS HIS BREATH YANG TURUN NAEK DENGAN LAJU:((
HE CAN'T TALK AT ALL BECOZ SAKIT SANGAT
HE TRY TO TALK BUT I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHIN:((
AND THEN, SUDDENLY MY TEARS DROP:((
I CAN'T TAKE IT TO HEAR HIS VOICE ANYMORE
IT KINDA HURTIN ME TO HEAR IT:((
HIS TRULY SICK :((
AND I CAN'T DO ANYTIN TO HELP
FELL LIKE A HOPELESS:((
then, the call has been off by hin
HE also crying..
i can hear it:((

then,he messaging me tellin that HIS FINE:((
DIE TIPU!!
DIE TIPU!!
TIPU juz to make me fell HE GONNA BE FINE:((
I HATE HIM FOR TELLIN THAT!!:((

HE tell me that he can't talk much coz his wearin a mask for pernafasan:((
oh!dear...:((
it's was terribly a nightmare when hear it:((

TO HIM,THE ONE TAT I LOVED,
ABDUL SARIMAN:(

I'M SORRY DEAR FOR HURTIN YOU
I DIDN'T MEANT IT:(
IT WAS FULLY MY FAULT DEAR:((
MY EGO :((
IT TRULY MY FAULT:((
I'M HOPIN TO BE RIGHT BESIDE YOU
TO TAKE CARE OF YOU RIGHT NOW:((
B...
take a good care of yourself okie:((
i will right here waitin for your news dear:(

LOVE SYAZ:(

kenapa LOLIPOP?

tengok picture nie pown macam sedap jew..
kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa lolipop?
coz aku suka lolipop..
it make me heals when i'm down
it's make me happy when i see it!!
it's colourful!(:

I'm NEW here

after a long time(:
akhirnyeee...
mula-mula macam M A L A S jew na buat blog kat BLOGGER nie
then,lepas tengok macam-macam orang punya BLOG macam best jew(;

anyway PEOPLE!!
I'M NEW HERE!!
tengah merangkak lagi na buat blog lagi
anyway i have my own BLOG
tp always tulis dekat MYSPACE
I LOVE BLOGGING(: