my life(:

my life quite difficult now.
i cant choose the BEST answer to be answer.
i am not like before.


almost everydays, i kept remind myself to be more patient in what way.
but sometimes, the limit patient of someone, ada had nya.
i just cant understand, what the actual things that my both parents wants from me?
i give everything that i can. i
tu sahaja yang termampu. but, they dont apprrieciate what i give to them.
they just see the oppisite way and things. its really hurt me.
its hard to be a good child for them

i kindly miss atyn a lot. sometimes, when i really need her, she's not here for me. sometimes, i dont really understand what she wants in her life.
tapi its ok. i'll always be with her when she really needs me