Have you ever feel alone ? Have you ever got sick with your life ? Have someone tell you that life is short . Keep rockin it ? Have you ever get notice that life is short ? Have you gotten knock out on your mind that if you are doing something that you just " THINK " it was right but actually it was wrong ? Have you ever felt that you are so dumb because pretending that you are not knowing the truth . Keep pretending it . stupid dumb ass of you lah .

i just miss you more lately ):

people that we trust is the one of our enemy .

That is the the "WORD" that i should say to you before i know you . I wish i can just spill this word to you now.

Did i miss this frequently ?

Macam nak mati rasanya . haihhh . If killing ourself can gettin more better . i wish it .

i should deactivate you

fragile strength is gone .

Some days , i get such a sick feeling . Everything about my life seems so empty , so meaningless . Each minutes holds something familiar , something I saw yesterday and the day before . Every second seems to drag on , and my heart feels so lonely . I feel so bored with my life and everything in it . The only difference between these days is a few hours of sleepless nights and dreams of how i wish my life could be .