Mood

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Lately ni mood aku tak berapa okay . Nak kata nak period , tak juga sebab rasanya due date aku lambat lagi . Tapi mungkin sebab aku terlampau stress . Lately ni aku banyak fikir . Kelas was like fuckin hate ! Aku cuba untuk pergi semua kelas tapi lecterur was like fucking haters ! ergh !

I'm soo stressfull !Kelas FULL ! and banyak yang clash . Aku terpaksa naik turun akademik to solve it . But still the same . What theeeeee HHHHHHHHH punya koordinator UITM ! grrr

Tambah stressful lagiiiiiiii bila hamster aku mati ( shizue ) . Hilang sorang teman aku nak bermain . erghhh ! Dahlah tak dapat tanam so , terpaksa buang dalam tong sampah je . Which is I put in a bag of plastic 1st . But still sedih gila :(


I have to make it to HOMMIEEEEEE this weekend . I really need the smell of my bed . I'm so stressful of everything here .

Without you , I'm not here . I won't be born . I don't know how many times I make you dissapointed and sad because of me . I'm so sorry . I really fell guilty . You know I'm sad and crying im my heart when I make you dissapointed .

BUT

for sure , someday , I really want to make you HAPPY and proud of me . Believe me MOM and DAD , It's not a lie , It's a promise from your child

Nikah binti Kahwin

Disebabkan ini cuti sekolah and semestinya korang mesti full of invitation for wedding kan ? kan ? And i'm gonna talk about it .

Have you ever wondered " Is married is happy ending or not ? " nahhhh . I will say YES . It will surely happy ending . Klau tak buat apa nak kahwin kan ? It will be surely challenging but rather than that , married people get through of it together .

Aku selalu tengok orang angkat nikah . It's quite a fairytale actually . errr . sebenanya semua nikah kahwin aku pergi aku anggap macam fairytale . * sigh * . Ye lah ! If someone is getting married to someone , bukan ke itu a fairytale ? kan ? kan ?

" Aku terima nikahnya dgn si pulanah binti si pulan dengan mas kahwinnya RM.. "

Itu adalah tersurat . Yang tersiratnya ialah ,


" Aku tanggung dosa - dosa si pulanah dari ibu bapanya , apa saja dosa yang dia buat , aku tanggung dan bukan ibu bapanya lagi yang tanggung dan aku tanggung dosa bakal anak-anak aku . Kalau gagal , maka aku fasik , dayus dan aku rela masuk neraka dan Malaikat Malik melibas aku hingga pecah badan aku "

Maka , seharusnya . Fikirlah sedalamnya apabila kita ingin memulakan sesuatu masjid .


And I would like to SHOUT OUT to my Senior , Kak nadia that will be engaged tomorrow ! Yahooooo ! Met me there (:

talk of the day

Have you ever wondered " What is your type of boyfriend that you wish for ? " have you ? have you ? tak kan tak pernah kowt . Me ? I'm still wondered . but , never one person is perfect right ? For my perfect boyfriend that i wish for * glup *

I really love a boyfriend that he would scream " I LOVE YOU "not caring who heard him . He do walks with me in 90 degrees degrees . My hand in one hand and the other side is my bag * sigh * .
He would sing outloud any song even if i say him retarded . But he let's me sing outloud and won't call me weird . He'll sit outside with me on the front door because there is nothing to do and he won't say he's bored once . He'll let me looks like crap , wearing big t'shirt , unmatching shoes but yet he still calls me beautiful * smile * .
He won't scared to dance in front of me or act retarded . He picks his friends over me sometimes . He'll remember our anniversaries before i do . A boy that will never ask what's wrong with me when i'm sad but just make me laugh all-the-way . He will give his sweater even if his freezing and he won't make me feel guilty about it . He do never jealous because he already know i love him more than anything .

This is what I call is LOVE

1st week of semester

I feel the same way . i don't know why but a part of me doesn't really care of her anymore . I'm not a good best friend . The only thing i know , i can't trust her stories because most of her stories are based on her imaginations . I wishes i could be like one but it's hard for me . Thanks you