Pernah tak rasa yang korang perlukan sangat sesiapa at that time untuk menangis ? or even someone yang close to you to be cry on ? pernah tak ? Aku pernah . Dan sedang mengalaminya sekarang .But i was lucky that i still have place to spill my mind . Rasa sedih masih ada tetapi at least i speak out kan ? Maybe this is call karma . Nahhhh! i should said it again that i don't believe it with karma . I believe that all the things that happen to us have been written by ALLAH .

Kenapa hidup ini terlampau sukar untuk di tempuhi ? Maybe i should learn how to get through of it kot . Terlampau banyak yang aku rintihkan sedangkan aku perlu perbanyakkan untuk di pelajari bukan untuk dikesali setiapa masa .

Hidup memang palat tapi esok masih ada . kan ? kan ? kan ?

I wish i could stand with that statement lah .
Bayangkan setiap hari pergi kolej , belajar , makan , tidur , bersosial . It was bored kan ? I wish that i can do a new kind of things . Bukan lah perkara yang mendatangkan kemudaratan kepada diri aku tetapi aku cuma perlukan sesuatu untuk melalui dunia ini . Sesuatu yang baru . Fresh . Kawan baru sangat best tetapi kadang - kadang BOSAN . Tak percaya ? cuba lihat kalau korang di letak di sesuatu tempat yang korang berdua je . Dah lah baru kenal , apa nak cakap ? Bosan kan ? kan ? kan ? Same as the old friends . Kalau kita di jumpakan semula . Apa yang ingin di borakkan ? Likeeeeeeeeeeee " weh , kau study mana sekarang ? " lah . Bosan kan . I'm completely sure that everyone pernah dapat soalan macam ini kan ? So, better stick with the cirle of friends yang selalu akan kau jumpa juga nanti . The conclusion is , be nice with everyone . Tapi jangan hipokrit pula . Just being yourself but sometimes , HIPOKRIT is needed . Trust me . You will know how to use it when you get stuck yo it . * sigh *

I've been laughing myself reading all my nonsense post . I should sleep right now . I got morning class tomorrow but it's just like my mind never stop think . lahh . Tidur lah gile . Apa susah ? tutup mata and sleep je lah . Senang kan ? I wish i could do that .

Susah hatinya aku . Bila tengok handphone , lagi susah hati aku di buatnya . Tomorrow is 12 july . How i'm gonna get through of it ? I'm too scare to even look of the future .

I miss them . Homesick . It is better there that here . Too much people i can't even handle here . I miss my bed . My hamster . A walk through the hall at my house . OH MY GOSH . How i miss it . * sadly face *

Nahhhh! I do better get clean my face right now . Maybe i can even dream of something way more interesting than in reality . * sigh *
Sadly ambition kan ? kan ? kan ? Lantak lah . Aku memang suka berkhayal . But not in t he wrong lah bai . Better get clean myself . Bye .