Dec 9, 2009

.one .

I NEED A NEW BAG PUH- LEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Mama . Mama. Mama ! I want a bag .
I need new one . My old one has been use too much and it has been ruin by the others .
* sadly face *

I' ve been dreamin again

Wait! i just about to remember what i've been dreamin .
Andddddddddddddddddddddddd!
Here it go .

It was a sunny day if i can remember . Because i can see the sky out ofmy window in my dream .
But i just can' t remember the exact place that i was in this dream . Like always rite ?
I'm sorry . It's too blurry .

I has been accompanied by a children . I really didn't know who ? and please "ANAK SIAPA INI?" . I need some clues .

There is many people that i know as far as i can remember . And trust me it is toooo funny when i touch my tummy . And guess what????
I WAS PREGNANT in that dream . In my dream okay . Not real life .
And i can fell it . I just can fell somethin in my tummy . errrr.. or maybe my pillow in my tummy .
errrrr.. whatever..LOL
* sigh *


And the funny things is i just can't stop thinking that HE is my husband .
And i just wish that pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee not truly HIM in my real life.
OH Goshhh!
I woke up and my reaction is " eyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! " not HIM!
I need some ice to make my brain freeze . * sigh *

Okay. That enough okay . I don't need dreaming dah okay .
Fairy fairy of the dream . pleaseeee go away .
* laugh *

My life will be ruin

Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Result will be out tommorrow .
OMG! my hand can't stop sweating .
It's gonna be okay .



It's gonna be okay .


It's gonna be okay .



Just relax okay .



Relax and relax and relax and more relax and more and more .


OH! Gosh! i can't stop thinking about it .
pleaseeeeeeeeeeee make me fell good tomorrow .
* begging *

. kutukan dan cernaan .

It was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to randomly title .
I fell to write it because YOU is way toooooooooo much insulted me .
Who are you to critizes me ?
You are nobody . Need me to replay that WORD?
You are N O B O D Y. Even to me . To my family . or even my friends .
Get your dickhead or your fuckin pussy ass wayyyyyy too far from here .
Get it? I am tooo much getting patience with YOU and YOUR friends .
Keep selling the stories to my friends .
I just don't mind it.
My true friends know me way toooooooooooooooo much than YOU!
Get it? * laugh *

Feeling soo funny thinking how cheap YOUR story YOU sell about me .
And nice try babe but later make it TRUE story okay ?
Try take a picture or maybe recorded or maybe make a blue print paper about me , what i am doing and who i was doing with .
It's too early too make a funny joke babe . Try new fake story okay ?
I'm waitinggggggggggggggggggggggggg
* sighh *

Dec 2, 2009

t i r e d

I feel tired of it . I've been tyring to persuaded myself to gain more stronger .
But i keep remembering it .

Please . help me ):
People so seldom say they care for someone and then when they do it's either too late or love goes .
So , when i tell you
I LOVE YOU .
It doesn't meant that i know u'll will never go .
Only that i wish you didn't have to..
Until this moment , i never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had .