emptyness

There is some part that i do wish that you could understand me and there is some part that i do wish that i could understand you . I should be moreeee matured about being type of a girl that you want . Im just being soo bored when im around you rite?
Getting you sick or headache when im with you .
I am being so childish . Im sorry making you stuck with me .
But there is some part that i do miss the old of me .
There is some part that i do miss you so much .
There is the reason for this problem . Its a karma rite ? i hate karma! fuck!
Shouldnt be so harsh rite? okay . keeping it clear and just too fill the emptyness that i've been getting lately .

I LOVE YOU DEAR BLOG ( :
MY SUPER DUPER BFF THAT I HAVE ( :

LIDI sayang (:

guess what? it has been 1 year and 8 months .

How fast time flies, huh? i would like to say that i love you. I know i've said it over and over again, and i mean it each time. There's no end to this. I love you for loads of reasons, too many reasons. You're just so damn, perfect ( :

i still think it is way too early, but i feel like i've known you forever. Inside and out. Today, since it's been 1 year and 8 months and i'm gonna tell you 5 out of 1000 reasons why i love you, abdul sariman ( :

1. You put me first, before yourself. i feel like i'm that one special person, very special.

2. You make me smile. during the highs and the lows, you're the one person that i can count on to make me smile so brightly. You never let me down.

3. All the efforts you've put into this relationship. Despite my flaws, my shortcomings, you keep on trying to make it work. All the things you do just to make me happy.

4. You don't fake anything, brutally honest, in a good way. not once you lied to me. And i deeply appreciate your honesty.

5. The fact that we could be miles apart, days without seeing each other, i know without a doubt i am the only one and and i have nothing to worry about. I know that you'd come around, each time

piece of me

abdul sariman is the best lover ever!
1 year and 8 months dude!


\baby, thanks for the perfect day. i loving you elmo! HAHA!.

thanks for the wonderful memories

tweenty is still a digit number .

I'm 20 yo . * sigh *
no more teens life . Life start at 20 . Here you will learn everything . You will start carry sooo much burden that you just wish that " CAN I GO BACK TO SCHOOL LIFE PLEASE? ".
There is still so many things i will learn . Learn to accept the reality and the recycle of surrounding .
Just imagine at 20 , you maybe at the dumpster searching for some food or weed .
At 20 , you maybe have 2 child or more .
It maybe happen .
just pray i wouldnt .

Am a birthday wishes .

Hellloooooooooooooooooooooooo MARCH .
You come again and go . Have been wait for a year for you . Shall i dance with you to get a pack of birthday wishes and gift? * sigh *
Such a pathetic i am .


Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Its a month of my birthday suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
I want it! I want it! I want it! I want it! * laugh *

29 march is the day i've been waiting for.

Should i give a list for my birhday gift?
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ( pretending that you are answer it )

Last year birthday :

• Ipod Touch ( Itouch) - got it ! (:
  
• shoes - got it !
• new watch - No ):
• jeans - No ):
• Roxy wallet - got it! (:
• Tepung , telur , kek - It's a mus rite ? yes , i got it . thank you . haha (:

This year birthday :

• I will try to keep as simple as i want . But i do miss celebrating it with my oldddddddd friends . Meeting School - mate is the best birthday present that i want .
  

if we ever meet again

Have you ever bump in the same person for two days . Yes! it do happen to me.
Thankkk goddddd! HE is not recognizing me . * sigh *

he same person i bump in at the bus station . And the same person HAVE to see for my friend's wedding . * laugh *
Photographer is HIS passion . I do look him all the time . Keep reminding myself that do WE have been written to meet like that . fuckkk! stupid dumb ass you sazliyana !
YOU HATE KARMA rite ?
Just ignore i . Stick to the plans cha .
* laugh *