Hey ho! Lets Go!

Sometimes I just wish things would turn out perfect. But I guess this is how its supposed to be.

I should really start blogging again. Lately I haven't been much use. Wasting my time watching old re-runs of Supernatural , collecting dust , gaining a few extra pounds . * sigh *
Its time to get my life in order, next year is my year.
Lets start small . Maybe a list, yeah a list .

Things to do before started new semester

1. Clean out closet
2. Alter clothes that need, well Altering.
3. Unpack my junk from the old house.
4. Paint my study wall.
5. Do something with my room to make it less boring.
6. Make glycerine flowers and gingerbread cookies.
7. Re-arrange my study chart.
8. Get my books in order.
9. Get everything sorted for next year (stationary, uniforms, etc)

Things to do in order to make myself a better person

1. Lose 10 kgs ( -.- )
2. Wake up at a decent hour.
3. Sleep at a decent hour, I am not an owl.
4. Drink at least 8 glasses of water, to stop getting dehydrated.
5. Stop being so sensitive
6. Spend more time with elmo .
   
7. Stop wasting time
8. Restrict myself to only a few episodes of supernatural / house each day
9. Construct a daily schedule for next year
10. Follow the goddamn schedule.
11. Make amends with people whom I am not friends with any more.
12. Get my life back on track
13. Be more positive about myself.
14. Spend more time outside in the fresh air.
15. Eat healthily
16. etc etc

did The ice stop your heart from loving me?

Argue, argue and argue . Basically that's what we do on a daily basis . I don't know whats gotten into us but we keep on arguing over the pettiest of things . Everything single thing that i do isn't right, same goes for him as well . Oh how i would love for us to be okay, like old times :)
it's hard for us i admit, but i know that we're gonna be just fine , kan b? :)

lying to you was the hardest thing to do , but i guess that is for the best . And that was all i could do.

There is no words unless this .

Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry for making you mad
Sorry for everything I said
Sorry for lying to you
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry if I disappointed you
Sorry if I hurt you
Sorry for everything
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry that I liked you
Sorry that you did
Sorry for turning in to a which
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry that I loved you
Sorry that you didn’t
Sorry that we had to fight
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry for still loving you
Sorry you don’t love me
Sorry for ever loving you
Sorry, I’m so sorry

retarded di pagi hari .

Its 6 am yo! And i'm still awake . And i will having a test for economic paper tomorrow morning . Mengundang kan? kan? ergh! haha

breakin all the rules .

you and i , are always fighting and arguing about everything
we're like a fox and a tiger striving and contending for any food we see
but after every quarrel and battle or words that we begin and finish
in the end , an intimate feeling and a closeness
inside is still standing between you and me

and because this is real and this is good ,
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all , its built to last <3


Happy Birthday and Happy 1 year and 9 months anniversary , elmo :)
I Love You <3