islam's poem

You look at me and call me oppressed,
Simply because of the way I’m dressed,

You know me not for what is inside,
You judge the clothing I wear with pride,

My body is not for your eyes to hold,
You must speak to my mind, not my feminine mould,

I’m an individual. I’m no man’s slave,
It’s…

Fell so out of place

Pening tengok manusia sumbat sumbat dalam satu tempat kecik . Nasib baik DJ bijak tak main lagu pelik pelik . Playlist yang tak kurang hebat . Nasib baik boleh pura-pura sing along dan tunjukkan skill tektonik on the dance floor walaupun nampak funny sebab trying hard tapi nak buat macam mana . Mujurlah lampu kelip kelip .

But still kita boleh tengok manusia mabuk , india gaduh tengah jalan , perempuan pengsan dalam tandas kerana overdose of alcohol . It is something interesting to see though . Kadang - kadang boleh lah . Selalu sangat boleh muak .

Susah kalau nak proses minda . Macam mana kalau mati dekat sini ? Atau tempat ini roboh dansemua tertanam bawah tanah ? Semua orang macam hilang akal dan numb dengan alcohol . Yang pondan tak payah cakaplah .

Aku bukan baik pun tapi dalam satu ceramah agama ada cakap :

" kalau tunggu semua orang betul betul nak baik baru nak tegur orang lain , maka semua orang akan selalunya diam "

So, itulah . tak perlu pun semua ini . Tak cool . Mari lepak mamak minum air light coke . Boleh kurus lagi . * laugh *

kosong

It is not what i like the most about me . This is stupid and turing feeling . Yes indeed . And it's eating me inside if i keep it . Is not what i choose to feel . It is not something i could control and so i told you about it so that you could calm me down and tell me everything is going to be okay .

Im not asking for 21 presents on my 21st birthday , nor a coffee every morning , every time i open my eyes . I just want you to be there . Just to think of me when you decided to use your words . And think of how i feel when you decided to do something . Not like i put a limit nor prepared you a list . I just want you to know that i feel exactly like you do . A human being same as you too . And cry the same tears as you did .

P/S : this is from bottom of my heart to you . I wish i know who you are (:

Cross out what you've done .

graduated high school.

smoked a cigarette.

gotten so drunk you passed out.
ridden every ride at an amusement park.
collected something really stupid.
gone fishing
watched four movies in one night.
gone long periods of time without sleep.
lied to someone.
snorted cocaine.
failed a class.
dealt drugs.
been in a car accident.
been in a tornado.
done drugs.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
burned yourself
run a marathon.
cried yourself to sleep.
spent over $200 in one day.
flown on a plane.
written a 10 page letter.
gone skiing.
been sailing.
lost someone you love

had a best friend.
shoplifted something.
been to jail.
dangerously close to being in jail.
had detention.
skipped school.
got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
stolen books from the library.
gone to a different country.
dropped out of school.
been in a mental hospital.

watched the “harry potter” movies.
had an online diary.
fired a gun.
gambled in a casino.
had a yard sale.
had a lemonade stand
actually made money at the lemonade stand
been in a school play.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
gone to sea world.
voted for someone on a reality tv show.
written poetry.
read more than 20 books a year
gone to europe.
used a coloring book over age 12.
had surgery.
had stitches
taken a taxi.
seen the washington monument.
had more than 5 im’s/online conversations going at once.
overdosed.
has a drug or alcohol problem.
been in a fist fight.
suffered any form of abuse
had a hamster.
pet a wild animal.
used a credit card.
gone surfing in california.
done “spirit day” at school.
dyed your hair.

gotten a tattoo.

had something pierced.
gotten straight a’s.
been on the honor roll.
known someone with hiv or aids.
taken pictures with a webcam.
started a fire
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone.

I * Heart * MARCH

Gosh the year is flying by so fast and before i know it , my bday is coming up..then it will be semester break ...gosh! did this month sneak up on me? March has always got me feeling something really awesome is going to happen, to kind of negate the previous 2 months of the year (not because it has been such a fail whale) and yes i keep hyping it up to be in my own head! and today in the spirit of this beholden prompt, for almost 20 years , oppsii for almost 21 years , i am grateful that God has spared and given me more joys than sorrows , successful than failure and loves than hates . To my beloved fam, cous & frens..Thank for catching me when im fall , the shoulder and hand whenever and wherever i need it. God bless n happy yay-march (:

MAKE SURE ALL OF YOU WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! * sigh *