My birthday

Syukur alhamdulillah sempat juga aku mencapai 21 tahun . Akhirnya aku belajar juga berjalan . Berjalan mengharungi semua dugaan sepanjang 21 tahun nie . 21 mengajar aku pelbagai makna dalam hidup . Dari aku mula merangkak dan sekarang aku berjaya berlari menghadapi semua dugaan hidup aku . Dan sempena hari jadi aku ini . Aku nak ucapkan terima kasih dekat mama aku sebab lahirkan aku pada tanggal 29 march ini . Terima kasih sebab buat aku merasa pahit manis hidup di dunia ini , mama . Seringkali aku dengar ucapan hari jadi orang lain tapi tidak pernah sekali pun ucapan terima kasih kepada ibu sendiri . If tiada ibu , kita tak kan lahir
If tiada ibu , kita tak kan dapat merasa nikmat dunia
If tiada ibu , kita tak dapat merasa melihat keindahan sekeliling kita

Terima kasih mama satariah binti yatim .

Terima kepadaNya juga kerana aku masih bernafas menjalani hidup selama 21 tahun ini

Terima kasih to all the wishes . Actually aku patut terima kasih dekat facebook sbb tolong ingtakan birthday aku . If there is no reminder at the facebook , there is no wish full at ur wall . Am i right ? Human being . Not all of them perfect right ?


Ingat ! Hidup mmg palat tetapi esok masih ada .

Hooooyeahhhhh ! Im 21 yawwwwww ! (:


Asal birthday je , ada je adegan baling tepung and telur . Baunya tak nak kuat pula . Boleh tak 21 ni aku nak idea lain selain semua ni ? Bosan lah idea sama .


P/s : 21 tak bermakna dah boleh lepas masuk club dah . 21 tak bermakna boleh lepas minum alcohol dah . 21 tak bermakna boleh kahwin dah . 21 mungkin bermakna anda patut mulakan amal jariah (:

She is the girl

She is the type of girl who respond to guy who smile at her because she wants to be friendly . She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching . She is the type of girl who act like a kid because she missed her chillhood . She is the type of girl is rather gets hurt by truth than lies . She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she love . She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even it hurts . She is the type of girls who still need her mother to comb her hair even she is gettin older . She is the type of girl that always dry in silent when she sleep in a bad condition . She is the type of girl that always scared of simple things . She is the type of girl that scared to growth up . She is the type of girl I am (:

a beauty of islam .

A christian guy asked a muslim :

" Why do you girls cover up their body and hair ? "

The muslim guy smile and got the sweets , he opened the first one and kept the other one closed . He thrown them both on the dusty floor and asked the christian .

" If i asked you to take one of the sweets, which are you will choose ? "

The christian replied

" The covered one . "

Then , the muslim guy said

" That's how we treat and see our women "

islam's poem

You look at me and call me oppressed,
Simply because of the way I’m dressed,

You know me not for what is inside,
You judge the clothing I wear with pride,

My body is not for your eyes to hold,
You must speak to my mind, not my feminine mould,

I’m an individual. I’m no man’s slave,
It’s…

Fell so out of place

Pening tengok manusia sumbat sumbat dalam satu tempat kecik . Nasib baik DJ bijak tak main lagu pelik pelik . Playlist yang tak kurang hebat . Nasib baik boleh pura-pura sing along dan tunjukkan skill tektonik on the dance floor walaupun nampak funny sebab trying hard tapi nak buat macam mana . Mujurlah lampu kelip kelip .

But still kita boleh tengok manusia mabuk , india gaduh tengah jalan , perempuan pengsan dalam tandas kerana overdose of alcohol . It is something interesting to see though . Kadang - kadang boleh lah . Selalu sangat boleh muak .

Susah kalau nak proses minda . Macam mana kalau mati dekat sini ? Atau tempat ini roboh dansemua tertanam bawah tanah ? Semua orang macam hilang akal dan numb dengan alcohol . Yang pondan tak payah cakaplah .

Aku bukan baik pun tapi dalam satu ceramah agama ada cakap :

" kalau tunggu semua orang betul betul nak baik baru nak tegur orang lain , maka semua orang akan selalunya diam "

So, itulah . tak perlu pun semua ini . Tak cool . Mari lepak mamak minum air light coke . Boleh kurus lagi . * laugh *

kosong

It is not what i like the most about me . This is stupid and turing feeling . Yes indeed . And it's eating me inside if i keep it . Is not what i choose to feel . It is not something i could control and so i told you about it so that you could calm me down and tell me everything is going to be okay .

Im not asking for 21 presents on my 21st birthday , nor a coffee every morning , every time i open my eyes . I just want you to be there . Just to think of me when you decided to use your words . And think of how i feel when you decided to do something . Not like i put a limit nor prepared you a list . I just want you to know that i feel exactly like you do . A human being same as you too . And cry the same tears as you did .

P/S : this is from bottom of my heart to you . I wish i know who you are (: