Salam Lebaran

Assalamualikum

Raya is just around the corner . Selamat tinggal ramadhan . It's been a blast for us . I'm enjoying it well . Ramadhan month this year was the best for me . It taught me well to be a muslim . As you know , hijabers is new to me . I started wearing it through middle of the year . It was tough to get reid all the nonsense speak at the back of you .
Like " eh , is she really wearing a tudung ? or just sengaja je ? Alaaaa . kejap je tu pun . She is not totally into it pun . "
Indeed ! I manage to go it well . I manage to belits my selendang well . Even mula mula tu merangkak juga lah na belit belits ni . I learn from all the tutorials that have been upload at the youtube . Thanks to them actually .

At first , I have to take much more time to belits my selendang . I have to wear selendang first before my pants . I have to make myself ready to go out 1 hour before anyone else because it was quiet difficult for me to belits my selendang when all people have done and they are waiting for me . * tak suka okay * Rasa macam burden gila dekat diorang .

But in the end , It takes a long time for me , to shorten my time to wear "the belits selendang" * sigh * . And this hijabers have come to be my passion and hobby when i'm bored . Thanks a lot for the people that keep supporting me . They is a ups and downs when i'm totally new in this hijabers family .

I remember when " lepak-ing at mamak " . It was a trend for a student like us to go lepak mamak right ? But after i'm wearing hijabs , I become a shy person and unoutspoken people . I really scared to lepaks there with my friends because i'm too scared to be around them . As you know , mamak mestilah banyak orang kan ? Ohemmmgeeeeeeeee ! Dengar macam tu pun dah boleh buat bulu roma aku naik . Haihh . Butttttttttttt ! Againnnn ! I manage to get through it well . Thanks for my friend MUIZ JAMBARI that always bawak aku lepak sama . And when he sends me back home , i will ask him " am i doing it right ? is it good for me wearing this ? "
And he will answer all my question well enough to get my confidence level back . Thanks to him * smile *


Hari raya was the best gift for me . I shopping it well this year because i wanna it to be perfect for me with this "the belits selendang" * sigh * . Now it sound nice when it say it again and again *laugh*

Akhir sekali , kepada seluruh keluarga , semua teman rapat , teman tak rapat , teman lelaki , teman perempuan , teman di perantauan , teman di dalam negara dan tak lupa juga kepada semua pengunjung blog saya ini . Terima kasih banyak banyak dannnnnnnnn

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

Aku susun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan kepada semua orang jika ada tersalah kata atau tergigit lidah atau perlakuanku yang membuatkan anda tak senang hati . Maafkan saya dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki dan maaf zahir dan batin .

p/s : Maaf zahir dan batin . If your are saying that , make note about it . Make it sincere from your heart and insyallah it will gain their forgiveness . Remember that !


Dan tak lupa juga !

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEMERDEKAAN
! MERDEKA ! MERDEKA ! MERDEKA !

Merdeka juga sebab sudah berjaya mengharungi ibadah puasa selama sebulan .
Merdeka juga kerana berjaya menahan segala perasaan semasa menjalaninya
Merdeka juga kerana kita sudah merdeka selama 53t tahun *betul ke ni?* maaf jika salah sekali lagi *smile *

13 july 2008

harap maklum . Ini gambar berzaman lama disebabkan tiada picture yg updated (:

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13 JULY 2008

This is the date that we first knew each other and it was not a meeting that brought us together, nor knowing when we fell for each other , or having a cliche way of how a guy ask a girl to be his .
All we had was a mutual understanding that we have strong feelings for each other . Alhamdulillah , things just seem to fall into place as it goes . This is the official date that we have decide on to set it as our anniversary (the day we celebrate to remind us of the wonderful day that happened 3 years ago) , the day we first knew each other .

To write about how this love story is or the things we have been through even three nights wont be enough . I’ve learned that the mistakes we made nevertheless how small or big it is has made us into a better and stronger person . Its been three lovely years now & Insyaallah an eternity . He has not only been a lover to me but has always been my best friend . For how we grew up together , going through thick and thin & also seeing how much we have changed . Also overlooking our flaws and accepting each other for who we are .
& I believe that God has a beautiful plan for us , Insyaallah .

p/s : I LOVE YOU LIDI , KERING , ELMO (:

pandangan orang bila orang yg tak pakai tudung , pakai tudung .

Assalamualaikum Ustazah !

Dulu ni cara kita greet Ustazah masa kelas agama dekat sekolah dulu . Dulu kelas agama kena pegi surau . Girls yang tak pakai tudung , kena pakai tudung .

Dulu selalu tengok kawan pakai tudung lawa je . Bila part aku , selekah gila ! pakai tudung sebab pakai yang kain yg melekat tu . Memang ikut body habis lah . Nasib sekolah perempuan semua ! Bila tengah cakap or baca doa or buat pafa, tudung ke depan, rambut rambut pun terkeluar . pastu kena tarik tarik dari belakang .

buat malu ok?

macam noob kot .

anyway! sebagai perempuan yang nak ber-image wanita bertudung , kena la buat several changes kan . So, ini sedikit sebanyak the changes i have to make . *smile*

1. lifestyle.

I used to salam my friends when i see them . I'm sorry if this sounds inappropriate . It's just a harmless gesture , a way we all dah familiar with as a gesture of appreciating the friendship ties that has never been forgotten . Itu lah orang orang saya . sesama lelaki dan perempuan.

sekang tak boleh la kan . Bagi salam and sengih sengih sebab rasa awkward bila dengan laki . ngan perempuan , peluk cium pun tak apa . opppsi ! I mean cium pipi lah . *sigh*

2. dressing.

Biasanya nak keluar buat errands , pakai baju rumah and sarung je jeans . Alaaa.. nak lawa lawa apahal ? ingat ada paparazzi ke ? setakat gi hantar kunci or amik adik dari sekolah , who cares kan ? tapi now kena pakai cardigan , jeans tu pasti , and then sarung tudung .
Kalau pergi family outing or dating, lama juga la belek baju . Jeans semua nak skinny, baju semua nak short sleeve . haih.. kena improvise!! BAJET YUNA!
oh yes .

3. belit tudung.
Astaghfirullah.. nak lilit shawl ni bukan senang ! Aku tak suka beli apa-nama-spesis-tudung-yang-sarung-je-siap-ada-oning-lagi sebab mahal . Can only afford to buy shawls and selendangs at the moment . Hidup bujang kan . *sigh*
Banyak kali kena almost tinggal family , alamat lilit shawl lama sangat . Seluar pun tak pakai lagi .
Respect la orang orang yang belit shawl macam benda tu senang like amik resit dari cashier .


4. gelak.
Aku ni kuat gelak . Bukan setakat volume je , gaya pun nak hebat . Sekarang sebab ada shawl , bila gelak tu control sikit . Dah image ayu , perangai kena ayu juga la kan .
Padahal sebenarnya pin cocok double chin bila gelak besar .


5. kena terima pandangan orang lain.
Pandangan , i mean by orang yang tengok aku . Aku tak tau la aku perasan ke apa kan . Bila free hair kan , orang tengok aku macam aku ni a bitch ke apentah . And i know a lot of people nye first impression of me is that i'm sombong . Lantak la korang . IM COOL kan ? * sigh *

"is it permanent?"

For now, it isn't . but i'll wear it as long as i can .

I've had a taste of what it's like to wear tudung and i although i like it (honest, i do!), tapi I think bukan sekarang la . Nak jadi permanent , i mean .

Atas sebab tertentu which i hope people can respect by not asking .

Kalau ada yang tak puas hati , mahu lecture aku , silakan . Tapi my grave is my grave .
But thank you for all of your support! akan ku pakai tudung selama Bulan yang Suci in i, tapi after this, jangan "eik, haritu pakai, sekarang tak pakai ?" kalau nampak aku tak pakai la . again, it's not permanent , but i will wear it as long as i can .

Don't say i didn't warn you.

p/s : "There are three phases of knowledge in Islam. When a Muslim has a little bit of knowledge, he or she speaks a lot. When a Muslim has increased his or her knowledge, he or she feels humble. When a Muslim has collected an abundance of knowledge, he or she is silent."

picture perfect ?

Have you ever had a picture with your best friend that always share your laugh , sadness , that always be the first to know your downess or happyness ? Have you ? Have you ?

I'm NOT !

But trust me , that person doens't need the picture with you . Because he or she is always on your mind .

For a past than more years and still now , Ive never have a picture together with that person . Trust me! You won't need that because you will cherish every moment when you are with that person until you forget that you have to take a picture like always . *smile*

Frustrated

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Cukuplah sekadar jaga hati aku . Walaupun kau perkatakan kepada orang lain , tetapi aku tetap terasa apa yg perkatakan . Aku juga manusia biasa . Orang yg sangat rapat dengan kau . Aku cuba untuk hadapi semua segala apa yang kau caci tapi bagi aku , ini semakin melampau . Kau tak bertanya mengapa tetapi terus membuat andaian sendiri . Aku menjadi semakin fed-up and fed-up .

Kenapa kau tak pernah bertanya terlebih dahulu sebelum mencaci membabi buta macam itu . Kenapa ? Kenapa ? Kenapa ?

I WILL BE SILENT FOR A LONG TIME .

sing to me the

Have you ever ,

Felt down at one time and hoping to cheer you up or even to going with the flow of you sadness , you hope for a song you wishes for to hear at that time . Have you ? Have you ?

I AM !

And I'm doing it right now . I rushed back from class and back to my room , awkwardly open my laptop just to hear the songs that calm you down . It given you a feeling of numb . You will never felt anything . And all you think is the songs and the lyrics that calm you down .


Have you ever ,

You are doing something for example drying your hair or even look at the mirror , suddenly you're crying . Have you ? Have you ?

I AM !

The reason is you are in a middle of remembering someone or something that making you sad or maybe happy . It was the moments of precious or bad moments that will suddenly making your brain sending the message to the our senses .